SOCIAL TOXIC SHOCK SYNDROME

Power-over and its associated power-under is so toxic to the nervous system over time that it can literally throw your life into suspended animation, resulting in the inability to move on to more healthy social territory. Sin projection, fault finding, sexual harassment,  being dumped with a superior’s workload, bullying, parasitism, codependent manipulation, enabling or whatever form the power differential takes wears away at our moral fiber. Our growth and motivation becomes so stunted that it takes superhuman strength to break the spell and recover our dignity enough to leave.

Because of the breakdown of the neuroendocrine system within hierarchical power structures that reduce the creativity and dignity of both top and bottom dog it is obvious that these animal based forms of social discourse are incompatible with an evolving humanity. This corrosive social dis-ease perpetuates itself in a zillion permutations throughout our life if conscious attention is not bought to the origins of sovereign boundary infringement and the freeze response it creates. Obviously the greatest imprinting influences on our psyche were the degree of equity our parents achieved in their relationship, and our birth order with regard to our siblings.

It is the combination of parental equity AND birth order that counts. For if the parents are not on a conscious even playing field with regards to freedom, finances and awareness, then the subordinate (usually the mother) will impart inclusion/exclusion influences and play favorites with her children in order to make herself feel more secure. This leaves both the preferred and the unpreferred child with deep unconscious scaring around the need to be "good, accepted, valued and preferred." Thus essentially stealing the child's soul to serve the egoic and deficiency needs of the parents. The children then become borderline and are condemned to focus on outer value judgment and competition having never been granted the right to exist in their own right, but were always “compared” rather than loved. Being “compared” with others rather than simply “appreciated” for being ourselves is the very bedrock foundations of the colossal aberration of Borg civilization.

We arrive in a world somewhat as a tabula rasa (blank slate) within pre-existing karmic drama, which we must learn then to deal with on our own from the get-go. The vulnerability of this innocent unsophistication means that the first defense we achieve against the terror of not being treated with love and respect is to “freeze. “ That is to depress, desensitize, devitalize, dull, frustrate, incapacitate, lessen, mute, numb, and paralyze ourselves. This reduction in feeling, emotion and consciousness lessens the pain and the shear terror of oblivion, of not being seen, met...of not “Being” on the deepest level. Having been born into a presovereign culture we are not granted a unique spirit and acknowledged as an independent entity with equal rights and protections. For in our in tabula rasa state we only really know ourselves through the responses and eyes of others.  In order to rise above the freeze response with regard to toxic power differential we must come to really know ourselves beyond the responses and eyes of others.

Since the freeze response is an “absence” that produces the suspended animation and disanimation of our being, we may become spellbound and stopped in our tracks, unable to move away from the hegemonic, subversive, predatory or parasitic forces that ensnare us. Disanimating means to deprive of spirit, to dishearten, the privation of life, to discourage, or the depression of spirits. It takes spirit to BE spirit rather than a slave to the reality and dictates of others. If we are looking for anything FROM the world we will be screwed and turned upside down. Meeting the world from a prior existing fullness, then we are free from the push-pull of chaos, hunger and horrendous distress.

Knowing ourselves through Other can only lead to endless distraction, disaster and wasted life. Thus the sovereign must reach inward to the place where the first impulses for “outer fulfillment” arose. As we feel into the gapping wound of our unloved, unseen infant we can fill this void with light, love and warmth. This fundamental separation, discord and confusion is undone once the individual stops looking for connection, validation, security, love, approval etc...on the outside, and instead gives these to their self. The freeze response absolutely MUST be bled off through aerobic exercise and rigorous physical activity like running, gymnastics, boxing, wrestling, judo, Brazilian jujitsu, karate, taekwondo, jumping, weightlifting, throwing, and swimming.

The physical exercise reduces the cortisol damage and produces the hormones and neurotransmitters that feed personal drive, dignity and life! If the body's generative powers are at optimum, disorder and chaos do not have the upper hand. Lest we be held in permanent bondage to our oppressors in a deathly, frozen, apoplectic, lifeless standstill…we must shake, rattle and roll! Stoic pride in our ability to handle abuse is merely a lack of self-love. For if we really loved ourselves and life itself we would not allow ourselves to be stalled, standing static in stagnant waters, deadlocked in a deathly game of self-abandonment.

Taking in the Good 

"We are constantly trying to look behind ourselves and around ourselves to find security, whereas our security is in the blooming of our creation." Andreas Mannal.

Joseph Goldstein's emphasis on "taking in the good," points to the rewiring of insecure and negative patterns in the brain through deliberate self-directed mindfulness. This helps overcome the brain's negativity bias that has resulted from eons of evolutionary survival. Taking in the good, through the felt-sense of unconditional pleasure and well-being helps to reshape our implicit memory and cellular frequency to counter this negativity bias. Continually remembering and poising to "take in the good" throughout the day, in association with the relaxing the tongue and the inner smile, savoring and sustaining the feeling tone of positive experience, puts us increasingly in a regenerative and receiving state in which wholebrain and visionary consciousness is our native state along with enhanced neuroplasticity and quality of life.

In association with the “audacity” to claim dominion over our own feeling state and our peptides of emotion is the “mindfulness” needed to cultivate higher feeling tones than those we were habituated to while we were still highly reactive to the society around us. Toward this end for a time we need to focus on the practice of “Taking in the Good.” We have no choice but to opt for cellular appreciation of the Good, for we know that everything we do to try and make ourselves feel secure using primitive irrational means, only makes us feel less secure. Security is an inside job! Salvation has never been closer at hand than now. Only in this moment can we come home to receive our Self.

Social toxic shock takes All our energy just to tread water and stay afloat. Thus we must systematically overcome our addiction to the terror and betrayal of socio-pain in order to regrow our own sovereign neuroendocrine system that is transcendent of our negative, polluted and repetitive self-defeating mindset. We can use “Taking in the Good” practice, and rigorous exercise, Phi-energizing lifestyle, the Inner Arts and enlightened community to evolve beyond our reactivity to not being acknowledged as a sovereign and AWAKE HUman BEing. People will only feel they can pull one over on us if we are too asleep to protest and cry fowl, or too apathetic to step out of harms way.

If we consistently put ourselves in harms way, and become perennially distracted by chasing after figments of acceptability, and acting out the unpreferred child's dire need to be "good, valued and preferred”...we remain in a permanent toxic shock syndrome throughout our life. We retrigger ourselves again and again if we seek and outer security and outer confirmation of self-worth. Thus a consciously applied practice of free expression, coordination, insight and felt-sense meditation and the whole smorgasborg of regenerative and sovereign arts and sciences is needed to take full control of our mind to realize our Always Already Wholeness, and stop our decent into the quagmire of Borg supremacy.

The inner child is not so much wounded as he or she is lonely for us to get out of our own way and come home to the pleasure of the alchemical marriage within. That is why sovereignty is the only real spirituality because only we can build enough trust and faith between our adult and our inner child...only we ourselves can reach across the divide of self-abandonment. If we attempt to get help to form this inner connection then we are indebted and dependent on Other. The nature of communion is that it is solely our unique divine spark that must reach out and volunteer to come into atunement with the Uni-Verse. You can thus see that in order to achieve spiritual satisfaction and satiation with the light we must "drop" our pain, hurt, resistance, and anger at never have been spiritually "met." As we fill up on the mana of our Self we loosen the bondage of "isms"...of gender, race, class, country, species that have locked us into a certain pattern of repetitive nightmare. Once we have met and accepted our Self, we can then offer this greatest of gifts to others…of actually seeing them.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YcgNJ7cgDVs

“When you are in that place, and I am in that place in me then we are One!” Namasté

VITAMIN C ~ (L-ascorbic acid)

THE ANTI-STRESS HORMONE 

You can get rid of pathogens using Vitamin C...at anti-cancer rates of 8-10gms.

Phylogenetic Implications of Vitamin C Synthesis

As plants and animals emerged from aquatic environments onto the land around 400-300 million years ago the challenge of terrestrial life was to acquire certain marine micronutrients, including iodine, selenium, zinc, copper, manganese, iron, etc. To replace these marine minerals life learned to produce other endogenous antioxidants such as Vitamin C, polyfenols, Beta carotene, bioflavonoids, Vitamin E etc. Thus the vast majority of plants and animals on earth are able to convert glucose into ascorbic acid through a sequence of four enzymatic steps. The glucose needed to produce ascorbate in mammals is extracted from glycogen in the liver. While in reptiles and most birds it is produced in the kidneys. However due to a genetic mutation that occurred millions years ago humans and higher apes do not manufacture Vitamin C. Since tarsiers also cannot make vitamin C, this implies the mutation had already occurred, and thus must have occurred between 63 to 58 Mya. Guinea pigs, certain bats, and certain birds, some fish and higher apes have also lost the ability to manufacture Vitamin C internally.

When higher primates lost the ability to synthesize ascorbate they lost the homeostatic feedback mechanism which increases ascorbate synthesis under the influence of external and internal stresses.  The cause of this phenomenon is that the final enzyme in the synthetic process, L-gulonolactone oxidase, cannot be produced due to a defective gene for the enzyme. This mutation has not been lethal because vitamin C has been abundant in their food sources. For example most monkeys consume vitamin C in amounts 10 to 20 times higher than the RDA. On the other hand, with animals that still produce their own endogenous Vitamin C: cats make up to 2800 mg a day, rabbits up to 15,820 mg, goats up to 13,300 mg and as much as 100,000 mg daily when faced with life-threatening disease, trauma, or stress. The human body needs around 12,000 mg/day, but doesn't produce Vitamin C. Uric acid and ascorbate are both strong reducing agents (antioxidants). The loss of the humanity’s ability to synthesize ascorbate parallels the loss of the ability to break down uric acid. This observation has led scientists to speculate that in higher primates, uric acid may have taken over some of the functions of ascorbate.

Bill Sardi in “The New Truth About Vitamins and Minerals” says that a 160 lb mountain goat makes about 13 grams of Vitamin C a day, and more when under stress. Vitamin C is an anti-stress vitamin and our need for it varies with our level of physical or emotional stress. Stress causes the adrenal glands to signal the release of sugars and fats into the blood stream to prepare for a response to danger. In most other animals but apes, fruit bats and guinea pigs these sugars are converted to Vitamin C in the liver. Sardi suggests that if humans also manufactured Vitamin C, we would be immune to degenerative disease and our lifespan would be more like 144-216 years.

Vitamin C is available in many forms, and according to Linus Pauling natural and synthetic L-ascorbic acid are chemically identical. Linus Pauling says that the true and best form of vitamin C is L-ascorbic Acid (C6H8O6). When taking Vitamin C there needs to be up to 70% bioflavonoids taken along with it to increase assimilation, utilization and prolong the ascorbic acid’s effects. A. Dr. Albert Szent-Gyorgyi was the first to discover the bioflavonoid effect during his research work on vitamin C, when he determined that another substance that he called vitamin-P (bioflavonoids) lead to improvement in capillary permeability.

Bioflavonoids (phenols or flavonoids) are the natural pigments, giving fruit, leaves, flowers, and other plant parts their vibrant colors. Bioflavonoids help protect the plant from these harmful UV rays and neutralize the free radicals-unstable molecules with an unpaired electron-which they produce. Bioflavonoids are abundant in virtually all plant foods. However, the greatest dietary sources of bioflavonoids are green tea, onions, apples, grapes, roots, herbs, cacao, Propolis, citrus fruits, berries, Red Bell Peppers, Cabbage Family, Rose Hips, Pomegranates, acai, goji berries, mangosteen, noni, Pycnogenol, quercetin, grape-seed extract, green tea. Cinnamon extract contains bioflavonoids called proanthocyanidins that are very similar to the proanthocyanidins contained in grape seeds. Bioflavonoids work with the other antioxidants to offer synergistic protection from free radicals, aging, toxic chemicals, and metabolic waste products. Bioflavonoids help replenish the body’s own antioxidants, including glutathione peroxidase, coenzyme Q10, alpha-lipoic acid, and super oxide dismutase (SOD). Together with dietary antioxidants, these endogenous antioxidants help to protect the body against the thousands of free-radical hits that each cell experiences daily.

Vitamin C is a common enzymatic cofactor in mammals used in the synthesis of collagen. It acts as an electron donor for three enzymes participating in the synthesis of collagen. If vitamin C is missing, then the collagen synthesized in its absence is weak, resulting in the entire body losing its structural integrity. The free radical scavenging and collagen building properties of Vitamin C are important to upright walking hominids and full sovereign brain utilization through spinal health—for symptoms of vitamin C deficiency reduce spinal integrity resulting in scoliosis, lordosis spinal curvature and impaired cognition. The central nervous system has the highest concentrations of Vitamin C, where it influences the function of neurotransmitters such as dopamine, norephinephrine, serotonin, NMDA and glutamate. Vitamin C’s role in the synthesis of the neurotransmitters has a stimulating effect, fosters alertness, and plays an important regulatory role in long-term memory and learning.

The nucleus accumbens and hippocampus have high concentrations of Vitamin C and it is known to play a vital role in dopamine production as well. The secretion of the stimulating neurotransmitter glutamate by the brain induces the release of ascorbic acid into the extracellular space. The binding of ascorbic acid to the glutamate receptor could mean that ascorbic acid holds great potential in treating disease related to excitotoxic glutamate damage. That is, the ascorbic acid and glutamate are inversely related so theoretically, high concentration of ascorbic acid in the diet could inhibit glutamate release, lessening the risk of excitotoxic damage. It also protects endorphins from being broken down prematurely, which elevates mood. Mega-dose Vitamin C is used during opiate withdrawal as it fills the opiate receptors and greatly reduces withdrawal symptoms. In the aging brain there are reduced levels of ascorbic acid and glutathione peroxidase, hence elevated levels of free radicals and lipid peroxidation. As we age, we produce less of the transferrin transport protein that normally binds free iron. As a result, older individuals have higher levels of rust-susceptible free iron within their tissues, including brain.

Vitamin C is required for the synthesis of carnitine, needed for the transport of fat into mitochondria, for conversion to energy. Bruce N. Ames, professor of molecular and cell biology at UC Berkeley, fed older rats acetyl-L-carnitine and alpha-lipoic acid. They found that the combination of the two supplements effectively reduce aging by up-regulating the mitochondria, rejuvenating and energizing cells. Both spatial and temporal memory improved, and there was reduced oxidative damage to RNA in the hippocampus, the brain's memory area. Besides liposomal Vitamin C, it is advisable for those undergoing kundalini awakening or stress to take L-carnitine and alpha-lipoic supplements as well as adopt a low glycemic diet.

Vitamin C is needed for bile production, as an antimutagenic and may also protect from lead poisoning by inhibiting intestinal absorption or enhancing urinary excretion of lead. Heavy metal ions interfere with enzyme reactions, reduce T cell function and make colloids lose their ability to hold water. Powerful cross-linkers (free radical-tissue agers) are the metallic ions of cadmium, aluminum, copper, titanium, lead and iron. Vitamin C helps keep these heavy metals in solution so they can be eliminated. Heavy metal damage due to lack of vitamin C from a cooked diet (and other factors of course) is suspect in senility, Alzheimer's , mental illness, criminal violence and ADD. Vitamin C removes excess copper from the body and supports the adrenal glands.

It is important to take antioxidants together, such as vitamin E (as D- alpha-tocopherol) and alpha-lipoic acid, to regenerate the reduced form of the vitamin. In terms of its antioxidant activity, vitamin C and E interact in such a way as to restore each others active antioxidant state. Vitamin C scavenges oxygen radicals in the aqueous phase and vitamin E protects the lipid membrane layer. Alpha-lipoic acid acts powerfully to keep the ascorbate and tocopherol in the reduced state (antioxidant state). When you take Vitamin C tablets make sure they are not the chewable type or you will lose tooth enamel. I am using “Now C-1000 with Bioflavonoids.”

   Mineral Salt Vitamin C

Ascorbic acid and its sodium, potassium, and calcium salts are commonly used as antioxidant food additives. These compounds are water-soluble and thus cannot protect fats from oxidation: For this purpose, the fat-soluble esters of ascorbic acid with long-chain fatty acids (ascorbyl palmitate or ascorbyl stearate) can be used as food antioxidants. Ascorbate terminates free radical reactions by serving as a stable (electron + proton) donor. The oxidized forms of ascorbate are relatively unreactive, and do not cause cellular damage, and can be converted back to ascorbate by cellular enzymes. Mineral ascorbates are a non-acidic pH neutral form of Vitamin C that provides the great benefits of Vitamin C without upsetting the stomach and digestive system. Mineral salts of ascorbic acid (Sodium ascorbate and Calcium ascorbate, Magnesium ascorbate, Potassium Ascorbate) are buffered and therefore, less acidic to the stomach than ascorbic acid. When magnesium ascorbate, calcium ascorbate and potassium ascorbate are taken in a glass of water there is an immediate increased sense of well being in the belly, reduced brain fog and sense of internal cleansing...as the mineral ascorbates are a good electron donor (reduce oxidation/inflammation) in relieving acidic-low oxygen-high pathogen conditions.

NATURAL VITAMIN C

The richest natural sources of Vitamin C are the Kakadu plum and the camu camu fruit.

Kakadu Plum—(Terminalia ferdinandiana) the gubinge, billygoat plum or murunga grows natively across the Top End of Northern Australia. This wild olive looking fruit contains 3000mg of vitamin C per 100g of fruit - over 50 times the concentration found in oranges. The anti-oxidant ((ORAC) activity was four or five times higher than in blueberries, in fact there is no plant in the world that has the same level of vitamin C, anti-oxidants and bioactives. The Kakadu Plum contains phytochemicals such as gallic acid which is antibacterial, antiviral and antifungal; and ellagic acid which has anti-carcinogenic effects. http://www.kakaduplum.com.au/ — Freeze dried powder

Camu Camu—Is a fruit containing the highest documented quantity of natural vitamin C on earth. Camu Camu's vitamin C content has been recorded at 500,000 ppm.  Compare that to orange which provides 500 to 4,000 ppm (parts per million) of vitamin C, or Acerola which provides up to 172,000 ppm.

Goji Berries—Lycium  or Wolfberries belong to the nightshade (Solonaceae) family and contain 50 times more Vitamin C than oranges. It is a vegetarian form of protein, packed with nineteen amino acids including all eight essential for life, rich in vitamin A and a good source of vitamin C and polysaccharides that help strengthening immune system. Goji berries possess over 20 trace minerals and vitamins including zinc, iron, phosphorus, riboflavin (B2), vitamin E as well as carotenoids, including beta-carotene and zeaxanthin, which is highly beneficial for eyes.

Amla (Amalaki)—The Indian gooseberry, is one of the fruits in the most widely used Ayurvedic herbal formula – Triphala. It is considered a general panacea for almost all imbalances and described as containing 20 times the amount of vitamin C to be found in an orange. The fruit contained 482.14 units of superoxide dismutase/g fresh weight. As one of the highest vitamin C sources in nature,  amla fruit is antiaging, antidiabetic and immune enhancing. The powder of the dried amla fruit is an effective remedy of hyperacidity, ulcers, blood cleansing, inhibits platelets aggregation, lowers cholesterol levels. Amla is a longevity tonic, which stops premature graying or hair-loss, encourages nail and hair growth, and improves eyesight.

Rose Hips—Are a valuable source of vitamin C, like Amla they contain 20 times more vitamin C than oranges. Overripe hips are sweet, but have lost much of their vitamin C. Rosehips are also full of bioflavonoids, associated with fruit pigment that increase the absorption and biological effectiveness of vitamin C.

Moringa Oleifera—The dried and powdered leaves of the tree provide 7x the vitamin C of oranges. Be aware that the skins and seeds/kernels of plants contain the most amount of antioxidants…for example mango peel and kernel has antioxidant levels that are 20-40 times higher than the flesh itself. One study showed that pomegranate peel gave the maximum antioxidant activity due to the presence of its high polyphenolic content. At a concentration of 60 ppm pomegranate peel powder reduced fat oxidation by 65% in an in vitro assay.

Pinebark Extract—Pycnogenol helps potentiate vitamin C and other antioxidant activity. I also recommend including other antioxidants such as vitamin E and beta-carotene, along with vitamin C, for their protective ability. Moreover, many of the B vitamins are important as cell fuel, as are several key minerals and CoEnzyme QIO.

Grapeseed Extract— Grape Seed Extract is a Super Antioxidant - 20-50 times more powerful than Vitamin C, E, & Beta Carotene.  Grape Seed Extract is an antiallergenic, antihistamine, anti-inflammatory, antioxidant, and it strengthens blood vessels, improves skin and aids in circulation. Grape Seed Extract contains proanthocyanidins bioflavonoids which help strengthen and protect cell membranes from oxidative damage caused by free radicals. Resveratrol, a powerful antioxidant found in grape skins, grape seed extract, D-glucarate, a cellular detoxifier, calcium and ellagic acid all seem to work in harmony together to protect against skin cancer. Supplemental resveratrol has been shown to reduce skin cancer tumors by up to 98 percent, to stop production of leukemia cells. cancer cells have a lot of defective pathways and they are very vulnerable if you target those pathways. The same is not true of healthy cells. Grape seed extract triggers DNA damage in the cancer cells (via increased reactive oxygen species) and inhibits the necessary repair mechanism used by the cells to regenerate and multiply. The Grape Seed polyphenols support brain health, improve cognition and lower the risk of dementia. Catechins help reduce allergic responses by inhibiting enzymes involved in the formation of histamine. GSE & MSM are a great combination for healthy hair. Citrus Bioflavonoids (Vitamin P) enhance the usefulness of Grape Seed Extract by increasing capillary strength and regulating absorption.

How to Live Longer And Feel Better by Linus Pauling

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Liposomal Encapsulated Vitamin C

Liposomal-C uses ascorbic acid powder and lecithin for a lipid delivery system, by encasing nanoparticles of nutrients (herbs, too) in a phospholipid membrane or “liposome,” allowing safe passage through the gastrointestinal tract without degradation. Thereby avoiding the destructive forces of the gut so that Liposomal-C can be directly absorbed into the blood stream. “Lypo-Spheric Lecithin-Vitamin C” permits 90% ascorbic acid to get into cells, because cell walls are made of fats and normal Vitamin C is water soluble, while regular vitamin C is only absorbed around 19%. Vitamin C encased in liposomes is claimed to be far more absorbed approaching or exceeding intravenous Vitamin C, but it is less expensive than IV C treatments. The traditional form of Vitamin C, in tablet or capsule, is subject to a host of factors that can oxidize it, neutralize it, adulterate it, and even expel it before it ever gets to the cells that need it. The Liposomal-C because of their nano size and composition, provide the perfect transport system.

The best known phospholipid is phosphatidylcholine (aka lecithin). Because it's structure allows it to be a interface of water-lipid environments, there are two main functions of phospholipids: A key component of the cell's lipid bilayer, and emulsification. Foods rich in phosphatidylcholine include: egg yolks, liver, soybeans, wheat germ, and peanuts. Lecithin represents a similar phospholipid substance to our cell walls so the liposomal material is assimilated by the phospholipid-craving cells that need phosphatidylcholine and the Vitamin C. Vitamin C filled liposomes disperse in water or beverage and quickly navigate through the digestive system, requiring no digestive activity prior to assimilation. They rapidly absorb in the small intestine and are transported intact throughout the bloodstream to release the powerful, non-degraded Vitamin C for use throughout the body as the liposomal material is metabolized by the cells requiring repair.

Mix solutions of Vitamin C and Sunflower Lecithin (or nonGM soy lecithin) and place the two solutions, together in either an ultrasonic cleaner. This system works to encapsulate 70% of the Vitamin C. This Mini-Ultrasonic-Cleaner on ebay can be run quietly for 30 minutes without pause. 30W/50W Professional Mini Ultrasonic Cleaner For Jewelry Glasses Circuit Board

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• Soak and dissolve 3 level tbls of “Sunflower Lecithin” in 1 cup of distilled water.

• Dissolve 1 level tbls of Pharmaceutical grade Vitamin C powder in half a cup of distilled water. Then mix in a bullet mixer or blender for 30 minutes OR…

• Pour both solutions together in the ultrasonic cleaner bowl and turn unit on. With the lid open use a plastic straw to slowly stir the contents. This will take about 30 minutes or so. When done you will have a mix that is about the color of milk with no foam.

• If the 15g vitamin C powder (one tbls) batch is taken over two days then this is about 7-8g Vitamin C per day. This is the RDA for  your average human or goat.

• Therapeutic dose can be 1/3 cup Liposomal-C in 1/3 cabbage cider or another high enzyme liquid…3 times a day. This cuts inflammation, oxidation, pain…

Buffered vitamin C powder will NOT go into a liposomal state. It looks OK for a little while, then it separates.

Love Raw Foods Sunflower Lecithin - Raw 16 Oz.

www.swansonvitamins.com  —1 lb each of Swanson Premium 100% Pure Vitamin C Powder

http://www.nuscicorp.com/products   —Excellent bulk supplements, also on
www.amazon.com

Video on how to make Liposomal Encapsulated Vitamin C

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SeU--wadrMY

KUNDALINI AND LIPOSOMAL ANTIOXIDANTS

Due to the increased appetite for fruit-sugar, plus the increased biophoton light, free radicals, metabolism and energy generation etc... a kundalini awakening can quicken the onset of insulin resistance, glycation and the oxidation of cell membranes. Particularly noticable is the degrading of the skin collagen in the later years of a kundalini awakening. You may notice a sense of the blood sugar pooling in the blood and feeding pathogens rather than getting into the cells. You may also notice a shortness of breath, in that the oxygen is not getting around the body due to glycated hemoglobin. This is especially apparent if one has awakened without the support of family or community, and when the cortisol produced by high stress levels has exacerbated this oxidative/insulin resistance process. This peroxidization of our fatty cell membranes and caramelization of our protein structures can be avoided by keeping up a supernutrition level of reducing factors that supply electrons to the body and sop up the excess free radicals as they occur...thereby preventing damage to the mitochondrial cellular energy production itself.

You can see from the above paragraph on glycation why it is vital to avoid grains and carbohydrates, and heat damaged or processsed fats during an awakening. Generally the more stressed we are the more careful we have to be to not include cooked carbs, fats or transfats in our diet, and to increase our antioxidant intake. Especially important as super-antioxidants are the wild weeds, herbs, fruits and trees...as things in the wild usually have a higher antioxidant load than human cultivated and hybrid plants. The nervous system can exhibit convulsions, spastic ticks, kriyas (automatic movements), burning, crawling, fog, clamping pressure etc...during peak kundalini due in part to the oxidative breakdown of the myelin sheaths. Increasing the body's glutathione, alpha lipoic acid and Vitamin C is essential to avoid the difficult symptoms of nervous system overload. In fact Debbie M actually got rid of her left-brain freeze (clamp, crab, pizza dough) by taking 8g Liposomal Vitamin C per day. Besides the antioxidant and glutathione preserving effects of the Vitamin C she also benefited from the myelin and cell membrane repair afforded by the lecithin in the recipe. After getting success with Liposomal Vitamin C she went on to make Liposomal Glutathione as well. During a kundalini awakening or acute stress it is advisable to supplement with Vitamin C up to 4-8g per day.

THE ONE, THE MANY AND THE NOTHING

 In sovereignty speak, “the Source is the one and the one is the Source.” Only the whole HUman, alpha and omega, can heal a whole world. According to the Pythagoreans the term “Monad” (Greek monas "unit," or monos "alone"), was used for Divinity or the first being, or the totality of all beings. Monad being the Source or the "One-without-division.” Oh here we have the glitch in the matrix—monas...or the unit, sounds suspiciously like money, hence the commodification of Descartes's material universe, born of the metaphysical justification of the hard science of the Cartesian system. We have made “money” our God. When monos/money is turned into the service of Spirit, then all heaven breaks loose!

By returning to the One we become whole. It takes a whole (holy) individual to return to the One and thus return the whole world to the One. The world is not made less by the differentiation and uniqueness of the individual. Individuation is the amplification of anima and animus, or the Tao of the soul, through the alchemical marriage of the two opposite forces (yang and yin). Only through individuation and the expression of the soul of the individual does the “whole” make sense. Only in being free to think and act in accordance with the “whole” can the individual make sense! If the individual is not allowed to express their God (gut) given truth and talents, then that which is whole and holy becomes fragmented, diseased, separated, alienated, denigrated, afflicted, exiled, martyred, oppressed, plagued, vexed, distressed, depressed and victimized. Thus if the individual in a society is prevented from being who they ARE, then we can expect a very sick society indeed.

Obviously we return the world to sanity through growing our souls and being re-educated by them. Having the audacity to express the uniqueness and originality of our soul will be the principle vocation of enlightened civilizations. And the only way to bring enlightened civilization about is to step fully onto the path of creative freedom, and to step firmly off the path of the mindless consuming machine. For each of us to be a part in “saving the world” we must see through the pre-tension, pretension and delusion of separation from Source. By becoming the Source we return the world to the One, and we can only become the Source through realizing and manifesting the whole HUman. Once we understand the one, unifying aspect behind everything…”Phi,” and the holographic, holozoic, fractal nature of the vibrational Universe and embody the monadic ethos of true spirituality, our lives become daemonic and holy order is restored to earth. Then we become not just earth creatures, but cosmic beings or Living Consciousness, God-Spirit or Inner Christos, as pure expressions of the One thing…the Universe. 

The heretical statement “I and the Father are One,” is only heretical in a deeply fallen and ill civilization. The one, unifying idea that unites the Absolute and the Relative, the Many and the One and knits us back into the fabric of the cosmos and loosens the toxic bonds of disenchanted worldliness is not an “idea” at all. It is STOPPING and STILLNESS and SILENCE  and EMPTINESS and LETTING GO and GOING WITHIN and discovering you are always already WHOLE. Through meditation and the Inner Arts we become the one thing that unifies the universe – “Tai Chi, or The Great Ultimate” – an exquisite, blissful harmonizing and cohering of the two opposite forces (yang and yin). By returning to the One we become whole and can heal a whole world. 

If our self-center is attached to the totalitarian arch-figure, either though acquiescence or rebellion, then we have no vital umbilical to the cosmos—hence are not self-initiated, self-motivated, self-directed, nor self-made. Without each individual being sovereign you don’t have community, you just have a miss-mash of lost beings in docility, submission, or defiance. Only with sovereignty is there truly conscious choice, for even apathy is a form of compliance. Sovereign lifestyle, practice, mindfulness and sovereign peer community are needed for continuity in the awareness that we ARE always already whole. 

Unless people are first stabilized and at peace with their sovereignty then others tend to undermine their divine connection by various Borg dis-associative frequency patterns. 


Until Other has reached a certain level of Self-empowerment then they will try and gain power and energy from us by a myriad of means. The paradox is that it takes an entire planet of sovereign human's to really, really remember who we ourselves are. Joint sovereignty is the only thing that actually "works" and evolves in human systems, because the individual has to be plugged into the cosmos first prior to being human and part of a group or they can't integrate the "spiritual" and genius/gnostic levels. Without accessing and facilitating the highest human faculties community is basically "purposeless."

Eventually every man, woman and child on earth will be sovereign—because they already are—they just don’t know it.

TUNITY AND SONIC FREEDOM

 I see melanin as a blackbody absorber of light, EMFs, Scalarwaves and consciousness (especially on the sub and super conscious scales). As such it represents both a communication devise with cosmic/non-local information retrieval, the most intimate connection to the Void or Plenum flux, and the foundations of our circadian and circannual rhythm metabolism. Our relationship to the sun therefore is not that different from our relationship to God. Melanin and other pigments evolved in response to the sun to protect organic molecules from excess radiation, while utilizing specific frequency waves for tuning, timing and forming metabolism and biological structure. The symbol of the Tao gives a visceral understanding of this interplay between light and dark.

During healing/wholing, or the removal of untruth – composite sine waves are released from the melanin protein complex, of the neuromelanin in the nervous system, which allows the stored patterns of thought, emotion and experience to be released. That which is not brought to the light of consciousness from the dark matter of our inner celestial night drives us into a nightmare of paradoxical intent, double binds, red herrings, dead ends and regressions and various hells of malcontent. Then having not established a conscious relationship with our spark plug (Blue Spot) and noradrenaline telecommunications to our HPA axis…we then have little determinacy over our feeling, thought and emotion, and little dominion over our experiences, our choices and our fate. 

To wipe the slate clean of unprocessed/unintegrated shock, horror and disappointment requires defragging the melaninergic system as well as unblocking the brainstem and limbic system. Once cellular for-giveness has occurred this allows for our responses to be contemporary and authentic, rather than the preprogrammed, knee-jerk reactions that come from the armored shell. Stress is converted into creativity once Flow has been established through supra-harmony. Phi proportions create the correct electric field for life.

Oxidation hardens and rigidifies consciousness by damaging cell receptors, DNA, mitochondria, ATP production, cell membranes etc…. The structural and electrical damage imposed by oxidation impairs molecular vibratory frequency, permeability, hydration, enzyme function, glycoprotein signaling and the efficiency (form-is-function) of metabolism. The working parts of life that establish Flow…the hormones, neurotransmitters and enzymes are rendered inefficient. Oxidation disturbs the flow of electrons and protons, making up the micro electric currents of our structured water molecules in the living-water liquid crystal bodymind. Thus at the micro level circulation and organization is disrupted at the atomic level rendering the entire organism out of whack and out of grace (cosmic attunement).

At the macro level therefore we see the symptoms of our molecular distress in the general breakdown of the human body, human systems and ecosystems, for the Phi basis of life’s electrical proportionality has been dismantled. Loss of molecular efficiency ultimately leads to energy-bankruptcy as inefficiencies amplify geometrically on all scales and in all domains. The Borg has lost its cosmic integrity and so it must enforce orthodoxy in an attempt to impose its own idea of order and security (power). 

The Heart is the nuclear power station in the center of the Merkaba that is composed of the synergistic sum of all “efficiencies,” or harmonious balance on all scales in the bodymind. The Heart informs the brain, which informs the body. Because adrenaline and cortisol damage heart muscle and increase oxidation we see that primate power-stress is a sure path to dystopia, disease and madness. Syntropy offers power over the entropy and injustice of our pathological coping and survival mechanisms. Inner/outer violence propagates the descent into cosmic lawlessness and is spiritual suicide. While equity, parity, non-violence and peace penetrates shadow and releases the charge  of withholding in the heart. Flow is re-established in the nuclear furnace of the Heart, which integrates the Wholebrain and reconnects the individual to the All. Non-violence thus offers us protection from infection with the virus of emotional plague and the unlawful power abuses of the Borg.

Furthermore the cortisol released during power disparity reduces the ability of insulin to convey glucose to the cells, and the consequent rise in blood sugar levels increases free radical damage and glycation, creating AGEs and aging the bodymind before its time. We know oxidation messes with the electrical potentials of our molecules relationship to living-water and the micro-currents of life…this causes a dynamically propulating cascade of dysfunction and entropy. Obviously only syntropy offers power over entropy!

“Water assumes left and right chiral forms and rapidly tunnels between them…Water ordered in chiral clusters plays an important role in protein folding…Hydrogen atoms in proteins, with their nucleus of a single proton three orders of magnitude larger than electrons, also tunnel long distances and this too has been found essential to protein function, particularly enzyme action.” 182-183, The Quantum Brain, Jeffrey Satinover

Satinover says that coherent sound waves (phonons) or the music of the atom enhance the tunneling distance and frequency of the quantum tunneling of photons in the process of conformational change in protein folding. We see therefore that the music of the spheres operates on all levels, even the nonlinear dynamics of the subatomic and that the ability of living-water to form its optimum chirality and clusters is related to the sound and light frequencies emitted from the atoms in the cells. The oxidation, inflammation and coagulation imposed by cooked, industrial food and power-stress renders our atomic symphony into a cacophony and we experience distress, discommunication and dis-association at the subatomic level.

True cosmic genius and enlightenment is beyond fear because the individual has transcended the diffusion and inefficient stressful state of fear and has stabilized their organism against oxidative, sonic decay in order to plug into the Universe (one-song) and tap the cosmic storehouse of knowledge via the melanin network of their nervous system. It is therefore obvious that the fight/flight system cannot harbor the residue of trauma, violence or self-hatred, for whatever is stored in our forgotten and hidden memory is replayed endlessly in the now. Sovereignty involves making that which is hidden known, so we may have greater choice to create in a non-stressful, antioxidative, coherent manner — to transcend the destabilizing effect of presovereign society. To thrive, rather than merely survive, we must become post-fear, trans-culturalists. 

Synergy and syntropy are Phase Conjugation…the source of true empowerment via attuning to the one-song…Phi. Greater heart-brain coherence (communion) is life affirming, offers resistance against stress (incoherence) and permits longevity, sustainability, efficiency and depth. Greater coherence, or phase conjugation, means more order, more energy and more connection. This is the way of re-generation, growth, regenerosity, abundance and divine providence. In this way we phase conjugate or cohere to the vacuum, ie: become enlightened, or rather enlightening, for enlightenment is a verb – it is a process of progressive awakening and harmonizing. Phi is the path of no-violence and no-resistance. We see therefore that we have a sacred duty to promote higher HUman social memes as the solid foundations of whatever else the Muse calls us to do. Neuroethics is an emerging field of cognitive liberty, mental freedom, associated with expanding human potentials with human enhancement technologies.

“The mental preparation for being free is understanding you were born owning yourself.” Larken Rose

THE DISCLAIMER OF ALL DISCLAIMERS

I am a researcher and writer on health and spirituality with the aim of helping to establish the next civilization, but I am not a healer or a spiritual teacher. I believe that healing and enlightenment are the same thing and that we don’t so much recover from illness but develop ourselves out of a broken, partial or separated state. My work in the world is to help others take full possession of their own existence through directing their focus to the felt-sense and response-ability of their own sovereign presence. Healing is not imparted by others, it arises from a moment by moment choice to be whole, and it relies on our unique conscious relationship to the cosmos. Taking charge of our own existence is a license, freedom and ethical decision we all must make if we choose to be fully alive and to grow up. 

It is the principle lesson of self-creation...that no matter how much we manipulate and force others to submit to our will...we are only ever made by our own hand. Another person can point us towards our cosmic connection or grokking the Self, but they can't be with us 24 X 7 redirecting our focus continually. If an individual refuses to be responsible for their own blissful union with the cosmos then we can do little for them, but remind them of the magic that is possible from within. Many will cling to their cannabis, antidepressants, sex, alcohol, power or danger...ultimately however these can never satisfy, for the only real, lasting bliss is the ecstasy of the sovereign presence. 

It begins in childhood with the separation of the soul from body...and where the child is not allowed to own their own mind. It then takes a lifetime to reestablish the Will that is a natural gift of the living force...to reconnect with that which animates us so we may direct our lives. The commodified culture tells us the cure for our disenchantment is outside of us...that our power can be achieved by paste-on's and pastiche. It is the living presence that heals...and the power switch is on the inside...it doesn't get anymore simple and basic than that. The will to Live and Be emerges from our felt-depth...without making connection with that...we remain a pale facsimile of our true nature. 

That is the beauty of the Inner Arts, as soon as someone becomes familiar with entering, inhabiting and navigating inside their own body they begin to feel empowered and emancipated. Sovereignty is begotten through Self-remembering from the inside out. However the conditioning for external succor, safety and support is so strong, that unless certain people who are resistant to embodiment get successive training for a period of time, they simply revert to their previous level of dissociation and deprivation. You can see how revolutionary sovereignty is...it obliterates all the compulsivity, symptom-doctoring, and superficial fix-it routines and industries we have set up to manage and cultivate our dysfunction. 

It’s a “criminal” practice to prevent humans from becoming HUmans. And so when looked at through the ultimate objectivity it appears that as a general rule our institutions for medicine, education, marriage, child rearing, military, as well as agricultural and food industries and corporate structures are all unethical. In all its behaviors, functions, emotions and thoughts Borg civilization prevents and delays the emergence of the truly HUman civilization. Our predatory/parasitic mode of thinking and being keeps us in an infantile twilight zone of impulse gratification, with very little executive life organization going on. Not that criminalizing ignorance and retardation can save us from the gravity of our inability to realize our genius and our true spiritual nature. But once we can clearly see the complex network of degeneracy we have created we can set about making the human cosmos healthy and aligned with universal law. Then instead of trashed lives and trash society we can build a human culture of genuine value and quality experience.

If we are to survive as a noble species the framework and perception of Sovereign Neoethics emerging from the integration of the whole HUman must rule the hearts, minds and the courts of the new century.

GROWTH CYCLE OF THE WILL TO POWER

As a general rule of navigation always gravitate to your level of the power-awareness scale, or you will be screwed. People who are not awake to power and are using more primitive (immoral) techniques to attain power cannot be trusted to act in a civil or humane fashion.

I have correlated various organs and areas of the body with the stages of consciousness from page 633 of “Integral Psychology,” by Ken Wilber with the various types of giving or service and finally with the stages of the evolution of the will and power principle. The sovereign Will spirals around from inner illumination to externalized accomplishment throughout its evolution…growing through the hyperbolic cyclic play of internal yin and external yang processes.

1.Gonads—Presocial autistic (Reactive, fusion)——Dependent
Extraverted will, Fear-based Rage, blind physical force without regard for consequences, desire for violence and catharsis.

2.Adrenals—Symbiotic (Naïve)——Submissive
Introverted will, Passive-aggressive, internalized rage, need for drama and revenge.

3.Gall Bladder—Impulsive (Manipulative)——Servile
Introverted will, Bilious-force, submission with internal resistance, aggression due to helplessness.

4.Spleen—Self Protective (inferiority)——Addictive codependent
Extraverted will, Guilt-force, Manipulative punishment and reward tactics.

5.Pancreas—Conformist (industry)——Conciliatory
Introverted will, Weak-will, resolution to submit to external powers, good little child.

6.Liver—Conscientious-conformist (role confusion)——Bargaining unconsciously
Extraverted will, Righteousness-indignation, appeal to justice at the egoic level.

7.Thymus—Conscientious (identity)——Trading consciously
Introverted will, Law-enforcement, rules to reduce chaos and increase the civilizing principle.

8.Heart—Individualistic (consistency)——Non-competitive truce
Extraverted will, Good-will, friendly attempt at equality, inner/outer violence leaving.

9.Thyroid—Autonomous (differentiated from ego)——Intellectual concourse
Introverted will, Equalitarianism, Intelligent inquiry on the best means for Win-Win.

10.Third Eye—Integrated (authentic)——Creative synthesis
Extraverted will, Partnership of equals, 1st transcendence of the force of dominance and submission.

11.Crown—Transcendent (active genius)—Merger of souls
Introverted will, Soul-Synergy of genius in service of mutual Art.

12.Full Integration—Unitary (Saint, Sage)——Pouring forth of Divine Grace
Extraverted will, Mutual Art in service of the enlightenment of all humanity.

13.Realization—Nondual (Noetic-Self, Avatar)—One Being, no separation
Introverted will, Ultimate empowerment used exclusively for transanthropomorphic wellbeing of all creatures.

Thus we see the lower conscious forms of will are weaker, less empowered, reflecting both dominator (force, aggression) and submissive aggression (manipulation) in an effort to get apparent needs met. As our needs and self-responsibility evolve and our empowerment to meet those needs does also, this is synonymous with the evolution of will itself. The spectrum of the evolution of consciousness, service and will gives great hope for the potential growth of humanity and life on earth. Clarifying the levels allows us to better understand the underlying motivations of ourselves and others.

EQUITY LEADERSHIP

"We all just need clear people to bounce off of so we can see our own light." Jacquelyn Small, Becoming Naturally Therapeutic.

The evolving perspective uses the mirror of the integrity of each individual’s sovereignty. The perfect cosmic connection and sovereignty of the individual is the mortar of the mystic civilization. Equity leadership is an approach to collective “We” management, through self-dominion. The “We” cannot organize itself autopoeitically unless each individual is evolving as a mature sovereign and is empowered by their cosmic Muse. Each individual brings whatever self-authority they have to the group organization according to their “role” and so this empathetic model of management can work within existing hierarchical structures to increase efficiency and reduce toxic power-stress.

Equity leadership brings humaneness to lower meme organization, but it is more effective at the level of the green meme and above, due to the self-reliance, empowerment and self-assurance of those with a coherent prefrontal-lobe/Heart resonance. The more the “higher human” is actualized, the more collective “We” management works as the only viable alternative governing system…that allows the HUman to keep growing and evolving. Only equity leadership supports the emergence, function and efficiency of the whole “spiritual” individual, and the “spiritual” society.

Circle guidance systems attempt to solve the problems associated with punitive authoritian systems such as deferment of responsibility, hesitancy, silence, excessive peacekeeping, obsequence, sycophantism, unconsciousness, coasting, power-stress and basic mismanagement etc…Equity leadership is based on “excellence-with,” instead of “competition-against” which only breeds stress, sickness, negative emotions, lack of safety, friction and lack of trust. Each team member is equally invested in the success of the team, and so each team member has each other’s back.

Each member of the circle strives to be healthy, energized, vital and sovereign inspired. Thus uniqueness, genuineness and personal empowerment are actively encouraged so that the whole is made stronger by the aliveness of the parts. Thus each member is responsible for the upkeep of their own energy, purity of intent and emotional invincibility. Plus care for team members is upfront, with no hesitation through sensitive, empathetic observation, suggestion and guidance. Faltering and suffering team members are inquired into as to what is holding them back or hurting them. Concerns are given voice quickly so that all team members can rise to the excellence genius/genesis, boosted by group enthusiasm and thrival. Members act spontaneously in the moment to keep up the flow of connection and psychological buoyancy, regulated by constructive and entertaining feedback and encouragement.

The objective of the equity leadership game is to keep the ball afloat through positive emotions and good will. Equity or circle leadership is all about assertive proactivity and fixing it before it is broken. Trouble is sorted out behind troublemaker’s backs, as this creates an energy shift that rectifies their dysfunction, hence the issue may no longer need addressing with them. Compassionate leadership is undertaken without intrigue, fear, clinging, enmeshment, emotional gravity, attachment or fixation on specific results. Move fast and efficient in your own time and space but when around others slow down to “their” pace. Open communication is factual, without emotional charge or much analysis or story…this helps others assimilate useful information without contraction or resistance.

Through being seated in the assurance, silence and truth of one’s sovereign connection we give no heed to being liked, wanted, respected or included. That is we are strong enough through our meta-adaptive practices and prefrontal lobe maturity, that we don’t overreact and thus have increased social immunity and reduced stress response to others. Circle leadership is based on the Golden Rule, and so each and every member in a family, business, institute, organization or nation is our friend through the mutual support of the sovereignty of the individual. Most socioemotional difficulty and disease is generated from power-over competition and the paranoia that it generates. In caring, sympathetic circle team management we can give 100% of our energies to positivity, creativity and enjoyment of our living and working domains to set ourselves free to become ever more human and humane.

More important than the impossible job of reconstituting road kill...is to prevent the road kill in the first place by rectifying society through increasing the sovereignty of the individual.