Wednesday, December 29, 2010


ORDERING CREATIVE FORCE—The trick to becoming mindful is to become soulful. To become sovereign we align with the force of cosmic creation through techniques and ideologies that are "hidden in plain sight.” The Green Man or Serapis, represents the “ordering force” of God. Serapis was a more ancient God who was a combination of both Apollo and Dionysis…ie: left and right brain, mind and soul…(before the rise of the militarized church state). The emerald green Serapis (Christ consciousness) is a deity of the labyrinth; within the maze of worldly ignorance and adversary the soul is tested and initiated. A lifeform is as successful in the longterm as its symbiotic relationship to its environment and in the vibrancy of lifeforce and consciousness that it imparts to its world. Thus as a species we need to embark on some collective soul searching and penetrating examination of our fundamental motives, convictions and attitudes. Each of us must determine whether we are going to remain in the clawing deprivation state of the Borg or instead become a force of abundance and new life! Withdraw your energy completely from the malignant state and put it into the living Joseph Chilton Pearce.

“Nothing but abundance in the dance of freedom.”
Garwin Redman

—Faulty wiring or overloaded circuits has costs in inefficiency: a system that wastes most of its input power. Thus when a nervous system spends a vast majority of its energy in suppressing fossilized trauma and tension its energy efficiency rating or “connection power” goes down. Such an overburdened nervous system exhibits only a fractional expression of its potential depth and output. This self-suppression must be stopped before healing and greater efficiency is possible, and so there must be a of collapse of effort and striving…some form of stress crisis and ceasing of operations for the old inefficient inertial energy wasting pattern to be released and a more energy saving pattern established. During the meltdown phase one becomes self-aware of the machinations of ones own resistance and we see the futility of working against our personal pathways to success and satisfaction. Once we have hit the wall and used up all our resources in the inefficient mode of operation, we are then forced to STOP and it is then that Grace can enter and new higher structures can form. Grace heals all when our more primitive methods have been exhausted. To evolve we must stop in order to go further with less effort.

DUAL TWO-WAY GROWTH—Human evolution is a bi-directional complex process whereby we lose certain traits and qualities and gain others. In the last 100 years people in the developed world live twice as long, weigh more and grow taller than they used to. They're far hardier and healthier and smarter. This improvement has been dubbed “technophysio evolution,” which occurs largely due to the increased distribution of information and resources. Yet we must get beyond immersion in our self-centric point of view to see that we are perhaps not as animalistically fit, nor cosmically wise as our hunter gatherer ancestors…but that our buffering due to technology and information makes it seem that we are “superior.” In the last 10,000 years since leaving the hunter gatherer culture and establishing agriculture humanity has been atrophying due to the addition of cereals to the diet and mineral loss to the soil. And in the last hundred years our industralized agriculture, processed food, chemical medicine etc...are escalating our demise even whilst we live in a world of seeming plenty. We are losing the spark of life such that we are unconscious to the fact we have lost it...this amnesia is caused by the breakdown of form and in-formation in the matrixes of life itself. The demineralization, oxidation and inflammation of our tissues, coupled with chemical and EMF toxicity is degrading the physical matrix of consciousness…even as consciousness itself keeps evolving.

We are familiar with punctuated evolution and cyclic evolution...but it not so easy to wrap your head around simultaneous evolution and devolution occurring in an individual or a species. And that just as life forms many of the mineral rocks of the alters its environment and so influences the environmental effects on its own evolution. Understanding this, we can set about creating human culture to work with the vitalizing processes of life...and thereby avoid catastrophizing nature's flows into extreme countermeasures, which interfere with the stability of society and cause fits and starts in the humanizing process. Once we see that the seeming paradox of simultaneous evolution and devolution is not a contradiction but an inevitable fact of emergence, then we can avoid hypochondrial mania or complacent denial and work towards conscious self-determinancy in becoming the humans we want to be.

"To be human is to know what it feels like to BE evolution happening."
Terence Deacon

—Our brains are said to run at around 10% efficiency, due I think to disenchantment and an absence of care, along with trauma and dormancy...that is lack of initiation and higher use. According to Joseph Chilton Pearce, this is so because our social environment is destructive and inhibitory to the development of the brain...which he says is unfortunate because our environment is instrumental in brain development. Acknowledging the absence of this efficiency presents us with a challenge and challenges bring us alive. We have been taught through our myths and religions that self-sacrifice is honorable and that it is the method by which we pass from the mundane into the sacred, consecrated realm of Heaven. Yet we have not been taught or given the license to love ourselves enough to surrender our defense against the destructive, self-diminishing social environment. In actuality it is this surrender of our resistance to dysfunction that elevates us beyond the mundane grasping for power, pennies and property. Sacrificing ourselves to the Beast is a fools game of those who are comfortable only using 10% efficiency—through lack of Heart intelligence or care. In all our thoughts and actions, the intelligence of the Heart asks us "is this appropriate to the greater well-being of all life?” Thus first do no harm is the basis to Universal morality through which we ultimately get to use the other 90% efficiency of our potential brainpower and senses. But then we have to actively create what we want, for that which doesn't act in its right mind becomes acted upon.

The Heart repatterns the context of the situation in which the problem exists, by not necessarily trying to solve the problem head on, but through elevating the consciousness beyond the level that created the problem in the first place. The Heart is the solution to our loss of efficiency in consciousness. Surrender to the ways of the Heart changes the integrating restructures of the brain so that the vast loss of humanity generated by social corrosiveness and ignorance is healed within us first. This healing can then radiate out to others until they too are relieved of their small ways to find their own place in the sun. Through the reenchanting power of the Heart we overcome our separation and dissociation to find our seat of worth and ground of meaning in the world Now. Not as a sacrifice for no-place (heaven), but through actualizing what is already ours...our light body or soul through which we plug back into Nature, cosmos and infinity.

“Mend with the heart that which has been injured by the mind.” Manley P. Hall

INITITATION—Rites of passage and the right to transformation is not sanctioned by a society focused on monological stasis, afraid to step beyond the curtain and the cultural map. That which holds us back is our own compliance to unspoken rules against mind expansion and the audacity of becoming ones full Self. This denial of our divinity is the vestige behavior of the presovereign who capitulates to those in power-over positions through a lack of understanding of the labyrinth of the hero’s journey and how to initiate the soul’s path. The enslavement of the human spirit occurred over the eons through collapsing all value down to the material domain…and so we lost our ability to respond to the larger picture, and our duty to uphold and evolve our humanity. We inherited social amnesia and we are only now beginning to wake up and realize who we are. Through the concrescence of the various layers of being…bringing rationality gently to the mythic, while revealing in the mystery…we initiate a dynamic intercourse of consciousness through which we may more clearly view the interconnected world…embracing, grokking, merging and loving in awe.

—Our retreat from this planet and the disturbing mindset of the Borg, plus dread in our current planetary trajectory has to be "pushed through" in all its forms: morbid fascination, gossip, self-righteousness, cynicism, depression, Thanatos and messianic self-sacrifice etc... Instead of being thrown by the state of the world and the antics of man...we use the chaos in order to center more deeply into the sovereign core through awe inspiring compassion. To deepen into this ecstatic vulnerability it helps to expose ourselves to that which touches us most deeply, and then to extend that soul-touch to the rawness of the colossal fallibility of the present state of our human condition. For example, I read about the life and works of Viktor Schauberger and this gets me in touch with heart rendering compassion for neglected genius, which then bleeds over to a heart pummelled worldview and the experience of scintillating beauty. Thus we use our increased sensitivity not to run from the horrors of the world, but to love it through and through more deeply, so that we are no longer discouraged and angry at human insanity. It is then that we build the Kingdom of Heaven on earth. Through compassion we gain freedom from all that would pull down the divine essence of the human spirit.

APRIORI CONDITION—To embody the sovereign Self we grow towards our pristine essence, prior to trauma, pain, suffering and negativity we have been exposed to or expressed in our conditioned life. Health, wholeness and enlightenment are “prior existent” and so to achieve them we must flip our energetic frequency back towards receiving that which is already perfect and cosmically empowered. That is, to not wollow in pain and disease but to proactively invite with every fiber of our being…the beauty sweetness and full élan vital. From chaos back to order…in accord with the Uni-Verse, the divine music of Original Blessing. From the apriori perfect, the perfect manifests. Cosmic atunement is the path and the goal; the alpha and omega of consciousness in the universe. The key to an authentically Universal movement in consciousness is an openness, receptivity and allowing which comes from so deep within the human organism that it truly IS the source from which we all spring and in which we all meet.

TAOIST UROBORIC UNIVERSE— In awakening and integrating kundalini, be aware that the Universe is Taoist and uroboric. Meaning that as you open up the crown chakra it will take you down into your base chakra. As you awaken your prefrontal lobes this will take you down into your brainstem and autonomic system. As your body becomes light as air it will simultaneously become supersensory. As your sex system gets fired up red hot you will move beyond sex. As you become freed from the rules and laws of mankind you will become more universally moral. As you become freed from the chains of matter you become more deeply a part of it.

AUTOMATIC GROUP THINK—Emotions, states and stages are contagious, thus in order to maintain your sovereignty in public you may have to come to terms with the fact that you may be the only adult above group-think in the room. Until you cultivate a community of sovereign peers, the hivemind will automatically attempt to pull you back down into the Borg, so you can be slotted into your assigned power position for exploitation and comfort within the collective dysfunctional family. Knowing this will help you maintain your sovereign seat without collapsing into defeat, confusion, compliance, defense or regression...all of which are de-evolutionary responses and a waste of time and energy. Presovereigns will not let you naturally be your authentic Self, and will organically inhibit you before the fact with their own self-repression. This is why we engage in sovereignty practice and sovereignty salons, so we can free our soul from the gravity of unconscious social predeterminancy.

TERRITORY NOT THE MAP—The territory is always much more complex than the maps. So you can never be totally prepared for what arises. However you can be assured that whatever happenstance proffers will be inevitable. Life mastery necessitates that we be resourced through core integration and relaxed into Gaia to be open to the inevitable and to relish the surprise of the holographic interconnected pleroma of creation, where everything is related. A “Yes” attitude will allow happenstance to unfold in its highest, most natural form. Unplug from the known humanity and replug into Source for healing and salvation. Spiritual evolution necessitates that we jump off the cliff without consolation and throw away our maps in order to Grok. By passing through this point of utter desolation in having to give up our foothold...only then can we live in the Grace beyond the fear driven separate self sense. Maps serve as a framework in which we can poke holes into until the framework exists entirely of holes and then we are enlightened...pure light. We think that we are dreaming the universe but in reality it is the universe that is dreaming us. When we know that we are being lived or dreamt then the maps/concepts fall away....via the alchemy of the solar heart.

UNIVERSAL JUSTICE—"Unintegrated" rational thinking blocks the integrating power of empathy. Ethics and universal law arises naturally when we stop suppressing our empathetic wiring, heart, rightbrain intelligence, brainstem and enteric brain—for then we can effectively use the full judicial power of the prefrontal lobes. Until we integrate our “full” intelligence incorporating all sensory-perception we cannot do justice to our own existence or the world around us. Sickness is separation from bliss, love and unity. Reenchantment is “reconnecting” through empathetic wonder and rediscovering our mystical relationship with the Universe. There are no contradictions in nature. This is the central secret that brings to light all fundamentals. Such fundamentals are sacred or eternal. The word "sacred" is derived from the Latin sacrum, which referred to the gods or anything in their power. It was generally conceived spatially, as referring to the consecrated ground around a temple. In Universal justice the entire universe is that temple.

LACK OF CORE DEVELOPMENT— We are taught to attention-seek as young children as extensions of our parent's egos (comfort, security, power). As parents try to fulfill themselves through their children, the child is conditioned to seek the approval and affirmation of the authority figure. Thus the child doesn't become a "spirit" in their own right, but instead is an appendage of the deprived state of the parents. This is subtle and ubiquitous in all families that are not yet consciously sovereign. In this type of codependent society, it may take half a lifetime in order for the individual to start living true to their own Muse, rather than trying to fulfill the needs, motivations and dreams of others. This painful loss of cosmic identity is the underlying cause behind the degenerative complex of earth and human species and the gross under-achievement of personal genius in the commodified-security driven industrial culture.

THE HALF LIFE—We use half our energy to fuel the associative, linguistic brain to strategically maneuver for petty survival within the existing top dog/bottom dog world…while the other half of our energy goes into suppressing the right brain and emotions. Thus we remain as half persons, disconnected from the Source and our Self, unable to use the synergizing magic of Whole with its more feminine qualities of healing, intuition, empathy, creativity, quantum leaps, adventure, synchronicity, gnosis, vision, psi or the Sophianic wisdom of Gaia-mind. Thus is the life of the slave of compliance to the given…The amnesis or Fall prior to the Great Return. The past pushes, the future pulls. As we open up our cellular antennae to the “whole of it” without fear, we grow into the intelligence of the All.

WILL TO LIVE—The will to live is not set in opposition to the given, but is strengthened despite resistance to its pure expression. Conatus is Latin for effort endeavor, impulse, inclination, tendency, undertaking, striving. It is a term used in early philosophies of psychology and metaphysics to refer to an innate inclination of a thing to continue to exist and enhance itself. This "thing" may be mind, matter or a combination of both. Often the concept is associated with God's will in an archonic pantheist view of Nature. The Stoics maintained that humans do not wish to do something because they think it "good", but rather they think it "good" because they want to do it. In other words, the cause of human desire is the natural inclination of a body to augment itself in accordance with the principles of the conatus.

—Still you might try to be more agentic with it, and take life by the balls instead of subduing yourself. Move! Try joining a gym, running, dancing, tango, building a house...something physical that you can see and feel results. Merely making yourself quieter, stationary and small can only yield disease. Instead get louder and bigger, and find a place where you can fit in and be your larger not do so is spiritual suicide. Be kind to yourself! Playing it small is a bad adaptation plan that can only lead to increased smallness. (also try melatonin from swanson's you *bliss and a good nights sleep).

IMMANENT CONSCIOUSNESS—I had been struggling to describe the difference between the conditioned mind and natural thought and then I found Candice O’Denver had already elaborated a perfect description of the difference between reified intelligence and what she calls clarity intelligence. Clarity intelligence, she says, is implicit in nature and is a comprehensive order of direct knowing…other terms might be the natural state, grokking or gnosis. Candice says that it is the basis of mental and emotional stability because it reflects the stability and “truth” of nature itself. Clarity intelligence exhibits the stability and command of the sovereign connection to source. Hence it is transanthropomorphic, trans-identity and trans-identification. While reified intelligence is a trance concocted through abstraction and association that we regard as if it had concrete or material existence. That is, it is treated “as if” it is real out of the ignorance of clarity intelligence, and so can concoct a world apart from and against nature. Since we ARE nature and completely under her domain, reified intelligence is operating on shaky ground and invariably doomed to failure.

COGNITIVE VALUE AND THE INFINITE IDENTITY—For millions of years, ever since we were bands of apes presided over by an alpha male, or when hominid fought against hominid, or sapiens against sapiens…the principle orchestrator of human social structure was fear. Fear of course keeps us in the old brain structures unable to capitalize on the higher cognitive and spiritual faculties that require the coherency of the love frequency in order to access. To maintain the power-over dominant position, the controlling projections invariably have to be negative, hence authoritarian rule must always be pathological. Because positivity fosters egalitarianism, circle administration and group decision making…hence fear is essential to the dominant/submission model on all its scales. Thus over the millennia we created social environments that repress and regress our development so that human can be farmed for profit. And yet real abundance is only achieved by giving free license to creativity and ingenuity and by creating social structures that support the love frequency and the visionary paradigm. Thus the way out of the brain crippling world of slave consciousness is through recovering our cosmic nobility through love. Since fear cuts off our cosmic connection, love reinstates our divine umbilical…and so we rise our of myopic identification with the gloom of the descended species. You could also say that fear of choice keeps us in the old brain structures, for fear is automatic within certain sets of circumstances unless a wider/deeper position is cultivated and the love vibration wins out, harmonizing the life energy in the body. Through whole brain use and sovereign connection we naturally abide in the inner vision of mystic insight and all embracing wisdom. The Chrism in the center of Paradise is the source of resurrection, the fountain of power, spring of knowledge, living water, flood of love and the splendor of eternal light. Sovereignty is connection to Source.

— The socialized self-critic doubts the divine voice and sacred vocation. Even while we are sleeping the doubter dares to challenge the fact that I and the Father are One…and declares “Who do you think you are to be your Self?” Hatred of the self and Self-diminution is automatic unless remothering within the loving embrace of Sophia (Void) is undertaken. Reaching for the bindu point, the centre of the vortex where existence turns into non-existence we climb the vertical axis to non-separation with the Mind of God. Through our commitment to coherency we merely abide in that which is prior to the Fall, and so receive the ultimate treasure…the distillation of the body of light through noumenal imagination of the archetypal dimension. We disentangle ourselves from the known world and relax into a new center of consciousness, enthroning a new ruler within a psyche so vast that no box could ever fit it. The fundamental problem with our humanity is that the "secret" of sovereignty (or I and the Father are One) has been kept from the spirituality has been farmed as a commodity to build the power structures of the social matrix. Once a person groks, on whatever level he or she is capable of, that they too are One with God...only then do they emerge from the decrepitude of the slave and discover their true noble nature.

“If then you do not make yourself equal to God, you cannot apprehend God, for like is known by like.” Corpus Hermeticum

CELLUAR ACCEPTANCE—No longer can we deny our divinity and pretend we are at home in the unnatural sterility of Flatland with its infinite obstructions to the One mind of the highest Spirit. To halt the removal we must strip ourselves naked of all that is extra-nous to full emancipation of the prior perfection of ecstatic unity. The fallen state of the Borg pretends that it is not divine so that it may prostitute itself into stasis (statue) to conform to preconceptions of reality—this is the job of the left-brain. The great lie is that we have conned ourselves into believing that we are not Source and thus we reverted to the disempowered state of predator/parasite, and forgot that we are cocreator of the enchanted universe. All so we could discover the delicious humor of the return journey back to our true nature—at one with nature. Things have to come through you as divine, eternal consciousness and cannot be classified or defined, nor is there any need for proof or justification…just mere cellular acceptance. Jung says: “The most terrifying thing is to accept oneself completely.” But it is not actually accepting ourselves that is terrifying, it is the “absence” of self-acceptance within which is ultimately terrorizing on a daily basis as we find that in our world which challenges our weak self-love. Self-rejection is the fundamental condition of the ego by which we use other people to hate ourselves with.

ENJOYMENT BREEDS SUCCESS—Thought, speech, or action born of pain tends to generate more of the same. This energetic "Law of Similars" is the most important understanding in mastering the trickster flipping nature of karmic reality. This is why the messianic world saving codependent can never be satiated or completed by their self-sacrificing altruism. For the paradox is, that we must first raise ourselves up to shift from being motivated by pain, to being motivated by love and en-joyment, in order to add syntropic value the world. This is the revolutionary act from which everything good, magic and lasting arises. Bliss…whether from romance, meditation, exercise and kundalini acts to remove pain and PTSD from the brain and bodymind. In this way we can biochemically mature from the prepersonal crucifixion of the martyred saint - to the transpersonal mystic state of the divine artist, healer and evolutionary.

CORE VS REACTIVE GROWTH—Cyclic Meltdowns become more necessary when we are in clawing, deprivation mode-—but when we are actively radiating in self-love we are less likely to build up the inertial forces that toxify the nervous system and liver. Through self-love we emerge out of the chaotic vibrations caused by fear, paranoia, separation, insecurity, inadequacy, sense of failure, etc... At least a few minutes of remembering to tune into radiating self-love several times a day prevents the build up of negativity that is the basis of ill health and dis-ease. It is our sense of inner peace, love and grace that we gift to the world, and if we fail to do so then our growth becomes truncated and episodic...requiring the classic collapse and redemption and restitution trajectory associated with a lack of conscious mastery.

THE PRINCIPLE KEY—The principle psychological key to sovereignty is apriori love. We are viscerally taught from day one to look outside ourselves for love and satisfaction. But the problem is we will never find satisfaction and wholeness in the world if we operate from a consumptive deprived state rather than radiant self-love. The grasping deprived self can only ever produce more hunger and poverty of spirit. Only when we are already in the condition of self-love are we capable of satisfaction, for self-love permits us to be receptive rather than grasping. Remembering to flood ones cells with heart-warming love throughout the day ensures the best possible outcome in health, relationships, synchronicity and direction. As a last resort to a life that dissipates vast amounts of energy and effort without any true satisfaction, ultimately we turn within to flip the autoswitch to our own eternal ambrosial honeypot. As we fill up we remember to extend that warmth and goodwill to others...channeling original blessing. Consequently the communal spreading of relaxation and trust allows the building of the creative abundance economy through which the sociopathogies of the Borg are healed and the true human allowed to arise. We only love the world and others to the degree that we love ourselves, because it is through the power of our self-love that we extend love to others. Self-love is the agent of sovereignty, for self-love allows growth from the default dependent “fallen” condition. Re-membering the solar core radiance of the Heart with conscious breath keeps us evolving and not collapsing back down on ourselves.

RADIANT SELF-LOVE—One finds and experiences the radiant self-love by simply remembering to do so. The heart is made to function optimally at high degrees of bliss and unity consciousness...but our monkey mind, and the ego's worry and rumination draws our energy and focus from the heart and solar plexus and burns our fuel for consciousness in futile idle mentation. Simply taking a few deep breaths and focusing ones energy on the heart and remembering the phrase "radiant self-love" will get you there. Taking a long bath while emptying the mind and focusing love on the heart and solar plexus with the breath, is good training for building the self-love circuitry. Breathing walks while looking at the sky and the far off horizon while feeling self-love radiating through one is also helpful to substantiate the cellular memory of wholeness. Breathing is the vehicle for the integration of matter and spirit, and so it is the principle ally in the development of radiant self-love. Ok-ness of the world starts with me. We establish a more blissful unified-brain use through “allowing more of the rightbrain to come in.” Dionysus you see is god who inspires joyful worship and ecstasy, festivals, and celebration. Dionysus is the god of epiphany and abundance, "the god that comes". When we start radiating in self-love and remembering to let go of the deprivation state…then we move into a celebratory, unified cerebral state…in which healing/wholing just is and efforting is no more.

VIBE OF PRO-LIFEFORCE—The word acathisia describes a syndrome characterized by unpleasant sensations of "inner" restlessness. Spiritual acathisia is based upon a physical irritation of the body which is both energetic, metabolic and subatomic. The Borg world manufactures people and ecosystems with varying degrees of acathisiac irritation on all levels from the quantum world up to the theoretic. The Borg is a deficiency of self-love that comes about through not grokking the Life (biota) and the lifeforce. Spirituality isn’t something separate from life it is Life! Turning inward in self-care to calm the dissonance and restore cosmo-planetary atunement is the principle power of the sovereign at the helm of their own destiny. To not abide in harmonious union with our maker is to be vulnerable to be blown around by the push and pull of external events with little individual choice of our own uniquely inspired making. Acathisia is synonymous with the slave even if you are a ruler of nations, because those with the self-love deficiency symptom of discordant quantum perplexity are not holographically representing their "own person." We must learn to love ourselves, whereby we fill the energetic field with that which we need to maintain life.

ATOMIC RESONANCE OF ACCORD—We live in retarded times. Consciousness itself is breaking down as our bodies are dismantled and perverted atom by atom. The hungry earth can only give forth hungry people, and so it is our duty as semi-conscious world citizens to be regeneractive towards our loving earth. Then we may reconstruct our minds atom by atom to realize the infinite potential within to be human. There is no real joy in dystopic futures or freaky manmade perversions of nature's great experiment. The greatest joy possible is in bowing at the feet of nature and grokking nature's secrets in utter humility and awe...this is the way to a sustainable transcendental future. If we live in accord with nature’s intelligence we gain the unfathomable wisdom, power and resiliency of Nature herself. Dysbiota or breakdown in the signaling and self-sustaining processes of life can only produce a generalized disorder of impaired cognitive functioning due to problems with growth and development. But we fail to notice because the vast majority of Homo sapiens has been heading in this direction since the end of the last ice age. We start our return journey of redemption as soon as we turn respectfully to Sophia and Nature's inherent intelligence (displayed in the laws of nature). Natural intelligence is the ability to learn and to adapt one's behaviors to a changing environment, while if we become conscious of our impact on the environment we can change it to expedite the highest quality of consciousness itself…and we do this through love or connection power. Our regress from humanization is both learned (conditional) and it is physical, through our systemic breakdown of vital life-giving processes and cycles in nature.

LATENCY—Dormancy minimizes metabolic activity and therefore helps an organism to conserve energy during adverse environmental conditions. If social conditions are too harsh for the supersensoral subtle human to emerge, a more calloused, simpler version of human will be created that is more resilient of surviving the more basic, brutal conditions. Consequentially the latent potential for humanization within remains dormant until social conditions become supportive and advantageous to the higher human. Thus by default and unconscious means we concede to collective arrested development. We fail to realize that we are not realized. As the base inertial weight of the mask-cocoon presses down on the emergent impulse of the human spirit the resulting dis-ease forces a breakthrough and a spurt of accelerated neural growth. The weight of the past habits and forms causes a delay between a stimulus for change and the change itself, and so we can always feel a subtle or oppressive sense of limbo between what is no more, and where we are going. Now however because of global survival pressures, we cannot wait for our social environment to rise up and nurture and appreciate the highest within us, we must step forth into the void and actively give birth to the fullness of our humanity. The unbearable latency of being is a delicious tension we can approach as a means to stay in touch with the growing edge of our Daemon. Let the good take root and grow within, and express without.

"We are all better than we know, if only we can be bought to realize this, we may never again be prepared to settle for anything less.” Kurt Hahn, The founder of Outward Bound.

—The problem with commercializing spirituality is that it keeps the purchaser in the submissive position, for the "leader" has to maintain dominance in order to ensure a power differential so that they can be "paid." It is thus apparent that we are going to have to experiment with non-monetized forms of communal spiritual growth in order to generate a shared power balance of sovereign equals. In the subservient mode we fail to develop our higher “spiritual” faculties and the brain areas associated with executive choice: discernment, assessing options, determination, assertiveness, desired action, anticipatory-proactivity, eminent or imperative predominant volition, shaping motivation, focus, momentum, planning, foresight, big picture, global view, discipline, timing, synchronicity, humor, responsibility, innovation, initiative, enterprise, capacity for delayed gratification, integration for meta-adaptation, metacognition, social intelligence, emotional regulation, cosmic conscience, competence, psi, creativity, visioneering, conjuring, dreaming, care and earthmanship. Along with the creative imagination to visualize and evaluate different options and alternative responses and the Self-awareness to know we have a choice between stimulus and response.
By taking on a lower status position we fail to stand our sovereign ground and this lowers dopamine binding in the brain which reduces the clarity of our thought, the vividness of our pleasure drive and the power of our will. It also creates stress damage to the brain and body which lowers the efficiency of consciousness and impairs health and adaptability. If we are trying to develop a “new brain” transcendent of the stress damage of the dominant/submissive dynamic, we cannot have this regressive outmoded dynamic applied to the very profession that is instrumental in spiritually evolving the human species. The intolerable price of status poisoning is the eternal childhood of the vast majority of the population at a time when the earth can no longer support the Master-Slave dialectic. The pyramid social model culturally lobotomizes the frontal lobes from the cradle to the grave and so coming from a history of millions of years of status damage we now have to work at overcoming the dormancy and opening the higher unexplored circuits of the human brain…and so give birth to the noble human and the mystic civilization. By taking on a lower status position we remain subservient to our own soul instead of one with it. The price of remaining in a lower status trance is the suppression, oppression and repression your own soul and the downfall of civilization through systemic corruption.

INFINITE CONSCIOUSNESS—The elusive curve on the horizon of conscious perception is the temporal edge of our infinite depth potential. The Australian neurophysiologist Sir John C. Eccles pointed out that because the potential of the human brain is infinite we cannot calculate the degree to which we presently use it, for how can you calculate a % of infinity. Evolution of the Brain: Creation of the Self by Sir John C. Eccles
How do we access and utilize the power of infinite consciousness?

“We can change so much by shifting our perspective from one who sees us as small tiny and insignificant to one where we see ourselves as all-knowing, infinite consciousness, pure potential having a human experience. We can change ourselves and the world by knowing that we are not our bodies and our minds and instead understand that they are what we are using to experience this physical reality.” Paul Alexander Wood —Live Your Life as Infinite Consciousness

“Concentrating your energy and focusing your attention on what you want to happen is vital if you are to achieve any goals you set for yourself.” Paul Alexander Wood —NOW is the time to empower change.

STAYING THE COURSE— Sovereignty is a huge growth curve, and none of us can be perfect at it yet because the world just assumes automatically that one is not the "education" has not yet begun, and the habit denial of personal divinity is 3.5 billion years old and counting. Thus we have to be tenacious in our faith and trust in our sovereignty and our infinite potential…no what the world throws at us…for we can use anything and everything to become more awake and more sovereign…more connected to Source with every breath we take. If one is really awakened, then one is ineffably unique. We may feel like an outsider, but in actuality we are an “insider” wherever we go, for we hold a secret that most others have yet to discover. Our practice of maintaining our connection gives us deep roots no matter how estranged and superficial our present social environment. The rich resonant security born of our sovereign roots allows us always be “full” and to stay the course with interest and without discouragement or disillusionment.

MARTYRED GENIUS—The plight of the overly compassionate and "awakening" individual who is well beyond the normal developmental level of the times...may always be somewhat martyred on the pillar of their genius. Until we make the phenomena of genius ubiquitous within the culture at large. To do this, we must overcome the superstition against displays of illuminated spirit and stop pathologizing our highest human capacities. As we built our cultures with left-brain systemization and law, we forgot that divine connection, inspiration and universal justice is a more right-brain feminine phenomena. The analytical left brain can follow rules and put things in boxes, but the right-brain in connection with the Heart and Enteric Brain tells us right from wrong such that we can get in touch with truth. Until we operate from wholebrain functioning we will tend to screw up and unbalance everything in the known human world. The martyr is an idealist who dies for the revolution, while the genius is a surrealist who lives for the restitution.

—To truly serve the earth we cannot remain as a slave. Only in our highest humanity can we know and care for the planet in a way that transcends the myopia of the anthropomorphic paradigm. The natural happy state of the whole human is that of beneficent grace and care for his or her environment…through creative husbandry or “earthmanship.” When we become unhappy we engage in predatory, parasitic behaviors that dishonor the noble human and tear apart our known world. Consistently focusing on a regenerous, permacultural, sustainable approach to all aspects of our lives brings us closer to the sincerity and Presence of the noble human and freedom from the resistance, defiance, denial and callous disregard of the Thanatos driven Borg.

THE BEYOND—As the higher sovereign brain "switches on," the higher mind emerges, bringing with it new abilities, talents and senses far richer and more varied than we have experienced before, forcing us to reconsider what we know about time, space, consciousness, and about creation itself. Higher brain development requires a leap of faith and the audacity to disregard the box others try to put us in. Even more importantly, to become all we really are, we need to let go of our limiting constraints on our own self-identity. By learning about super powers we can begin to get a “feeling” for their potential within ourselves…for we cannot “consciously” use that which we have not yet consciously acknowledged to exist. By embracing our supernature, siddhis and charims we become more our Selves. This learning and self discovery process allows us to explore the inner frontier and tap into areas that have never been explored. Those whom are embedded unquestionly in the cultural matrix and mindlessly follow the system, know not that they know not. While those emerging into the latent sovereign daemonic capacities know that they know not. Thus higher postconventional brain development requires a delicious anticipation and receptivity to the edge of light as it moves progressively into the vast unknown. The sovereign is drawn along mesmerized by the ecstasy of the re-memberence of their own becoming. The Muse gives forth a potion far more enticing than any drug. When we fully grok that we are only realizing a small fraction of our Being, this sets up the frequency to invite more of our Self to show up.

“I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance.”
Socrates, from Diogenes Laertius,

"Hope For Humanity"another inspirational Documentary film by Jim Law and David Sereda!

LETTING GO—We must “fall” into letting go of that which we are in order to rise. That which is not “breathed through” remains “unmetabolized” and tends to get stuck in our system, and thus we walk around with the residue of our undigested past fossilized in our tissues; peering at life through the dark veil of our former selves. When we can cellularly forgive our past we can love and breathe without restraint and open up to growth and development, thereby contemporizing our experience. Upping vital energy levels and clearing out that which is opaque to the light increases communication/communion so that separation, resistance and inefficiency is no more. Communication is the antidote to inner and outer violence. The antennae for signaling and receiving of information must be effective on all levels from the subatomic, biophotons, and cellular right up to soul or morphogenic field. The oxygen deprived, acidic, contracted and numb condition of the traumatized bodymind must be repolarized and opened consistently until it heals from its painkilling-freeze, shut down, retreat and consequent inefficiency.

SOMATIC-FORGIVENESS—Fight, flight, freeze events that are not discharged accumulate in the tissues, leading to dissociation, PTSD, hypervigilence, progressive helplessness and hypersensitivity to threat. The antidote to this is the attainment of self-empowerment, freedom (responsibility), completion of freeze-discharge, building inner resourcefulness, reintegration and strengthening incarnation, rather than dissociation or disincarnation. The increased dyscapacity in the face of threat can be stopped through a cellular forgiveness and reprogramming of the threat remembering mechanisms in the amygdala and hippocampus. This entails a completion of the shock response, resolution of the threat in the heart and forgiveness of the vagrities of mortal existence. That is holding the charge in the expanded heart with breath/meditation/toning until all traces of the original "harm" have been cellularly transformed and "forgiven." The heart you see has direct unmediated neural connections to the limbic brain and can entrain the brain’s frequency in its powerful field. This act of somatic-forgiveness reinforces the stabilization of our Buddha Nature. Understanding clearly the notion of collective karma, we realize that forgiveness is fundamental to rising beyond the ego and our powerful autonomic threat remembering mechanisms.


  1. the best,crudest and spontenous way to gain cellular forgiveness and self acceptance is through what Jung experienced in group shaman induced dances in Africa(he ran and wrote about it) :) - Gnosis through breaking the head heart connect of neck (which is shameful to most) - headbanging to metal music by me in teenage :)

  2. I personally felt acathisia best depicted in Michael Clayton