Monday, August 2, 2010
Ab-Original “I”
"Most deal in subjectivity instead of objectivity."
Consider that the subjectivity of the Borg individual is not even their own subjectivity and so there is no way the hivemind individual can be objective. The "subject" is told what to think and won't allow themselves the original thought to think outside of the officially sanctioned party line. The evolution out of simple cultural absorption is to develop the subjectivity of the individual beyond the prepersonal/collective "I" to the cosmic "I" or soul. However this requires actual spiritual initiation and illumination, which is largely prevented by the brain damaging/power-over structures from the womb to the grave and the antibiogenic technologies and habits of the consumptive culture. Only through developing the inner subjective sense beyond the perspective of hivemind can we gain any degree of critical thought or objectivity at all.
Power plays and fear reduce prefrontal lobe function and lobotomize the brain hemispheres, thus negative means of social control keep the human species back at more primitive operating levels, whereas even now we have the innate ability to function at the mystic/visionary level as a society. Since the culture promotes closure, inertia, conflict, toxicity and impossible dilemmas, we have to transcend the culture. I have been working on the neurology, psychology, sociology, philosophy, anthropogeny, theology, physiology...exercise and training necessary to rise above the machinations of Borg culture and become who we really are...to show up and claim our own unique center of the universe.
Becoming sovereign requires a Whole Life Overhaul:
Strong immune system, brain feeding, neurogenesis, transcending primate status brain damage, empowered endocrine system, sex hormone potency, balanced abundance of neurotransmitters, raw-remineralized diet, fasting, regular exercise, sunlight, sungazing, meditation/practices, dearmoring, creative outlet, fun, play, humor, mindfulness, compassionate-grokking, intellectual excitement, connection with the evolutionary edge, music, arts, muse, amplified dream/vision life, healing past relationships, releasing dis-ease, will to be whole, liberation of one's energies for growth, positive constructive thinking, solutions consciousness, overcoming childlike dependencies and uncertainty, learning to reparent and lovingly tend one's Self, growth of skills and inner resources, novelty and adventure, feeding one's interests, egalitarian and win/win ethos, opening the heart-prefrontal lobe connection, sovereign peers, social reinforcement of sovereign principles and Universal Law.
To become whole or sovereign you have to change the brain that creates the brain through a change of heart.
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Love Makes Us Whole
Overcoming this damage done by untrustworthy, abusive, absent, neglectful, codependent or addicted parents is the foundation of the healing work in awakening sovereignty. For we cannot become our Self if we have not died to the old parental programs and come under the stewardship of our own higher guidance...the capacity for compassionate grokking. Through developing the power of the PFC/Heart connection we have the Presence to repattern the feelings and emotions of our thoughtfield. In this unveiling we draw from our primordial blueprint prior to conditioning/memory of this life, to repattern ourself with good/God information. The sovereign self is the ab-original bodymind free from the scrambled information of dis-ease, and revelled in the temple of the soul beyond time and space. This is the deeper darker work essential to awakening sovereignty, which almost certainly requires fasting, but doesn't necessarily have to be difficult if it is done carefully and with joy, surrender and serenity. (See The Fasting Path by Harrod Buhner)
Once we are free of the old dis-eased vibratory states and suffering flesh there is no need to even forgive...because when freed of the pain of dis-ease we realize the continuum of mental and emotional illness is caused by the ignore-ance of personal sovereignty and by claiming our own we become free. Through our own unique divinity we help humanity come that much closer to the full realization of being human. As each of us recovers our deep humanity by developing our sovereignty, we help return Homo sapiens back to its noble state and heal the human condition.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Humanizing the Human
Regarding mind over matter— instead of imagining our wishes fulfilled to trying to control others or events...the sovereign simply "turns their focus inward” to the uraeus-heart connection and calms the bodymind’s vibratory state to maximum coherence. The key to even doing this though is full health and energy. We know that our health or wholeness is largely determined by the epigenetic influence of our environment on our gene expression. The beliefs and attitudes of our internal experience and the sensory, interpretive experience of our outer experience directly relate to our survival and thrival fitness.
Perhaps the principle sequence of spiritual biochemistry, as described by Mantak Chia and Rick Strassman, is the conversion of the neurohormones: serotonin to melatonin, then on to 5-Me)-DMT and DMT. In normal daily consciousness the serotonin is quickly broken down by the enzyme MAO, thus inactivating serotonin and stopping its conversion to the spirit molecules. In the darkness of night melatonin is produced which slows down the body to receive subtler consciousness…slower frequencies with far greater embedded information. Then in dreaming DMT and other tryptomines are involved in stimulating the dreams themselves, by igniting the Prefrontal Cortex, limbic system and other brain areas. DMT may also be involved in continuity of consciousness in meditation practitioners capable of being lucid while in slow, deep Delta wave. Conversely DMT may be implicated in those individuals capable of carrying Delta and Theta wave into waking consciousness…thereby achieving mystic consciousness, spanning 3D flatland and the spiritual domain simultaneously.
What this implies is that if we embody victim or subordinate consciousness (ie: low status chemistry) we will be producing inadequate serotonin to remain calm and anxiety free…but more significantly, we will be undermining the supply of spirit molecules. Thus our soul connection—dreams, visions, revelations, imagination, bionavigation and gnosis—will be reduced, making it virtually impossible to ascend beyond the low status state. Since the external world will directly react with aggression, revulsion or indifference to the weak energy of the subordinate, there is an fatalistic feedback loop between us and the external world that keeps us perpetually in the presovereign victim position. In this enfeebled state we abort our power to determine who we are and our efficacy to manifest our own destiny. This is the embedded pre-conscious dilemma of those who fall through life reactively, unable to claim the reigns to their own fate and become who they are.
We see therefore, in order to be something more than mere reactions to the given, we must root our being in the transcendental chemistry, through which our daily temporal self is in-formed and informed. From this understanding it becomes obvious that the pyramid model of a few rulers governing large masses of stressed out “subjects” kept wanting for the illuminating birthright of their own spiritual chemistry is plainly immoral under universal law. Plus it is a huge waste of the most valuable resource humanity has…the imaginative genius and cosmic connection of each individual. In an enlightened society we should not have to fight to be our true Self, but should naturally be bought to the awareness of the miracle of our humanity.
Through relaxing beyond the hypervigilant ignorance of the Borg condition we create the epigenetic and vibrational conditions that support the creation of the spirit molecules. It is then that we literally turn on the headlights of the human species so that we can create a transcendental future through beneficent means.
The readily verifiable thesis is that we reconnect to source by inhibiting MAO so that sufficient serotonin can convert to melatonin and then to 5-Me)-DMT and DMT. MAO is inhibited by the body’s own harmine, harmaline and pinoline molecules secreted by the pineal gland. Thus through nutrition, meditation, darkness retreats, intention, exercise, toning, visual beauty saturation, sungazing and MAO inhibiting plant substances, we can start to get a grip on our spiritual stature in the material world. Thereby giving ourselves license to show up and be our Self.
Through the spiritual molecules we open up our consciouness to 40% more cortical activity, resulting in far greater lucid self-awareness and perception of the Unified Self. The perception, preservation and protection of the Unified Self is achieved by the self/Self making process and superconducting intelligence of the immune system. Melatonin is the youthifying antioxidant par excellence, which stimulates powerful stem cells in the bone marrow to provide immune cells and regenerating body cells.
Thus the sovereign focuses on melatonin conservation to promote the visionary and revelatory chemistry of DMT and that the prefrontal cortex lights up and quickens bringing a otherworldly transcendental dreams and visions with which to receive the information necessary for building visionary or mystic community, subtle technology and biomimic design aesthetic. Through transcendental chemistry we open the conscious all seeing eye and are born again to revel in unity, rather than drown in ignore-ance and separation. Each of us is the leader of the age should we choose to de-repress.
Sovereignty is the only real security there is. So when we fail to build our cosmic connection by positive proactive means, we use unconscious and unskillful methods to try and achieve a sense of power. Prefrontal cortex development brings the self-awareness to Know Thyself—that is a self-possession, witnessing, vision and stewardship that allow us to transcend the automatic animal predator/prey chemistry of our primate wiring. By expanding consciousness into the higher circuits we no longer engage in the lower distorted forms of energy generation whether as individuals or groups: subversion, parasitism, sabotage, thieving, direct conflict (war) or other forms of violence. These forms of spiritual cannibalism are underhanded methods of prompting the stimulating amphetamine-like reward chemistry. But we can only do so when we are so unintegrated and disconnected that we lack the empathy to feel the universal consequences of our actions and intentions.
Thus we see that the addictive-delinquent side of human or animal behavior comes from a sense of powerlessness through the lack of higher processing levels in the Prefrontal Cortex. This is largely an education and upbringing problem caused by the authoritarian punitive structures of our society itself, which suppress the higher cortical development of individuals rather than evolving it through humanizing understanding, guardianship and example. As we integrate the God, Animal and Man in us we overcome the inherent destabilizing traits of our composite being and enter a higher unification by which we gain true and lasting power, security and freedom from loss and fear. Freedom from the deeply embedded patterns of own undermining chemistry, to realize we have the power of choice to create the changes that allow us to create happiness, joy, peace and grace of our lives.
“Social forms are largely a consequence of our will and permitting circumstances.” Mary Douglas
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Holistic Systems Orculture
This feminine feltsense of the nonlinear unity of all things will infiltrate all aspects of human thought and culture…if only because it is so pleasurable to do so. For division and separation without an equal unifying connecting force is spiritually painful as it bereaves the heart. It is through this great return to circle-culture that we will save ourselves from the brink of destruction and bring about a better world for all species.
Not “matter” but “Spirit” or intelligent energy fields is the a priori causal force of cosmogenesis. We are healing the human species through correcting our thought by whole brain consciousness, through compassionate intension and heart intelligence. As Homo sapiens awakens our technology will work with nature instead of against her…and we will discover what truly miraculous creatures we are, and what an awe inspiring enchanted universe it really is.
Thus agency and achievement on the one hand and gratification of affiliative needs (social hunger) on the other need to be given equal status to balance human social systems into a Orculture, organized or ordered as an orb or circle…an interconnected whole. Research into the problem of stress, coping, and anxiety has lead to a renewed appreciation of cooperation, communalism, and altruism. Chiastic structure (ring structure) is a literary term used in ancient literatures including epic poetry for inverted parallelism. We can apply the principles of music, sympathetic vibration, phi, sacred geometry along with our knowledge of the neuroscience of stress to create a society in which humans can flourish in the deepest sense of being human.
Increased awareness of the consequences of our actions and the quickening impact of the coming global warming/ice age will bring on a huge expansion in our subtle-mystical understanding of nature. This will be reflected in a deepening of the Human Kosmos and a profound actualization/liberation of the soul of the individual.
The only real security is our sovereign connection to the cosmos.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
SHAME AND HUMAN EVOLUTION
For millions of years we have used shaming as one of the principle means of negatively controlling our fellows. Our brains have been molded by social shame such that our low sense of self worth makes us betray ourselves with all that is damaging and suppressing to Life offered freely by distressed society. We try and assuage the pain of being controlled by bullying and shaming by trying to bolster ourselves with sugar and fat, with cosmetic camouflage and consumer comforts. True love bonds, regenerosity and abundance are weakened by systemic damage to the brain and heart caused by chronic or acute shame. Fundamentally shaming is an infringing upon another's sovereignty and right to self-determination. Along with bribing and threats, shame is one of the main means of child control by unenlightened parents who themselves have been shame damaged.
Where there is abuse of another’s sovereignty, be they man, woman or child, there is internalized shame and PTSD. Not surprisingly there is a correlation between sex abuse, age of first drug use, shame and PTSD scores. Research describes self-sustaining biochemical feedback loops created by trauma and food/substance dependency. Addictions, coping mechanism and neuroticisms become locked into place through the analgesic numbing effect of trauma which feeds deep festering wounds in body, mind and soul. Due to the avoidant retreat of consciousness associated with powerlessness, feelings of inadequacy and the sensitivity to rejection generated by shame, the untreated trauma symptoms perpetuate self-destructive coping mechanisms. Therefore unless we get to the root of the problem…which is abuse of personal sovereignty…then we are all victim to internalized shame to one degree or another and suffer the PTSD degradation of our brains and especially the prefrontal cortex as a result.
This “social-shame-stress-damage” phenomena runs on automatic, so unless we actually train ourselves to overcome this very common human intimidation tactic we are all at risk. At a zoo many years ago I saw a bunch of heckling teenagers intimidate a gorilla, who turned away from them to disconnect. At that point I coined a new term for Homo sapiens…”the intimidating ape.” Shaming is such a low-brow manipulation devise that there is almost never any true or upright cause for using such a method of controlling others, and yet it is the principle means of choice used by those who seek power over others…usually because they feel powerless themselves. This cycle of intergenerational traumatic stress, compulsivity, addictive self-medication, and chronic victimhood results in unrealized sovereignty and ultimately the inability to survive and look after ourselves, let alone thrive.
Besides fear and the outright threat of violence shame is the next greatest contributing factor to the ongoing fall of mankind. Fix this and we solve the problem of the degeneration of the human species and provide the hope and neurological foundation necessary to get through the eye of the needle to the next stage in human evolution. If we stop toxifying and brain damaging each other and abide by the principles of sovereignty we would rapidly recover from our cultural distress and grow our brainpower to the full intelligence of the heart…to stretch our limits, develop our potential and actualize our dreams to fully explore our future.
“Adults shouldn't be treated like children...but then neither should children be treated like children.”
David R. Cook's Shame Scale describes the phenomenology of shame and its relationship to addictions and the MEMPI PK and PS sub-scales are used for PTSD.
Friday, April 23, 2010
DEBORGING THROUGH LIFE AFFIRMATIVE ACTION
In the excellent documentary on youtube "Ayahuasca, The Snake and I," Dr Jacques Mabit, founder of a drug addiction treatment centre in Peru, says that healing involves the need to accept the unacceptable, to capitulate and give up the ego boosting pride that seeks to know and control everything. Both healing and evolution are the same thing and necessitate the loosening the grip of the conditioned mind and overcoming a “refusal to live” that is caught within imprints (engrams) of trauma or resistance to what is. Dr Mabit says that Western culture has destroyed the meaning of the sacred and this absence of a spiritual dimension produces a lack of meaning in life, which can lead to drug-addiction and a general defeat or disillusionment with life itself. The foundations of sovereignty or the structure of the Borg begins early in life.
When we don’t get our spirit acknowledged through loving eye-to-eye and heart-to-heart in infancy…then bonding in adulthood tends to be problematic. If our brains are exposed to isolation and lack of affection/attention in the first 5 years...it can lead to lifelong painful and stressing human interaction. While social estrangement can produce greater gifts of the deeper Self, we may have to dig deeper to break through the shell of deprivation to find new ways of seriously “coming out” and deborging. The interesting thing with doing the sovereignty work is that, as we get deeper into the work, the demands of consciousness accelerate and genuine “thawing” becomes ever more necessary. However we simply cannot use the same shape-it-up, punishment/reward systems of self-persuasion we have used in the past, but must enter a more loving relationship with the Self and find what it needs from the inside on how to unwind out of the husk that we have made of ourselves. We may look to the outside for methods, companionship, reassurance or assistance in doing this work, but ultimately “reparenting” is an inside job. The higher Self will grow from within if we simply get out of the way and give it enough room, fresh air and energy to do so.
This rebirthing process is silent but far from static and it involves increasing tolerance for information processing and emotional integration. The cerebellum comprises of 50% of the neurons in the brain and is linked to the prefrontal cortex in way that is thought to contribute to complex planning. If the cerebellum has been fractured by negative mothering…”No don’t do that, because I say so!”…then the prefrontal lobes find it hard to take the pilot seat and declare sovereignty over ones own life and destiny. There is thus a lot of work (play) involved in recovering our soul from the closure, ignore-ance and madness of the Borg. If the nervous disposition is adequately mothered (soothed and unblocked), through rhythmic, serpentine, spiraling 360° motion, it unthaws and is able to "remember" its true fluid state and hold its charge without having to numb out.
The emergence period requires daily dearmoring practice of physical, emotional and spiritual exercises, so that we do not clamp down and fall back on our old defense/retreat mechanisms. As the tension between spiritual waking and sleep (opening and closing) increases, the beauty of having an actual daily deborging practice is that we can then remember to focus on that, and resist the temptation to blame the world for keeping us in our crippling cocoon. As we start to thaw out the pain of the unborn is felt through the numbness and with this new sensory perception there is grief. Deep, pure atomic grief around the lost life we have been carrying around within us that was never able to express. However we cannot hold onto the grief, but must fluidly move through it to the green, fresh, pulsating vibrancy beyond.
Deborging involves enriching the brain and creating neurogenesis around liberating our executive functions to engage in life-enhancing behavior and directions. It is getting serious about the notion that if we are for our Self, then nobody else will be for us either. Deborging is giving ourselves license to grow up…to grow up and beyond what normally passes for “normal” in the prepersonal culture we live in. For women whose self-worth has been programmed along the lines of losing ourselves in the needs of others…the step towards Selfhood can feel like going out on a limb and walking away from the clan. Indeed we may be ostracized for showing up…but if we do not arrive in this world to bring harmony and balance to the out-of-control unconscious masculine, there is little hope for genuine social evolution for the species. In a world where the potential for love is so vast, we cannot let inner or outer violence win by continuing to shut down and submit to the status quo of war and sleep.
This sovereignty awakening book will help reinforce the humanity of those already seeking an out, but it can't help those without the prefrontal lobes or the desire to want to get out of the Borg. Left to its own devises the Borg may indeed be stronger than the human spirit, for it attacks us from atoms to soul...and the entire human global system is borgated...few can escape with their lives. When looking at the big picture we see the best we can do is to deborg our own life as much as possible...through a myriad of simple things like reducing the fat in out diet so our receptors get a fair go, and to stop eating Californian almonds for they are now pasteurized. Every day we can reduce the life destroying phenomena a little, and increase the life-loving thoughts, words and deeds. Deborg Thyself...let fear go!
Since the exploitive, utilitarian material society is about keeping us in our place as a work unit and consumer...we cannot expect those around us to willingly allow us to flower into our full humanity. Fear is generated in the Borg whenever one of its members has the audacity to breakout of the control and dumbing mechanisms, to declare him or herself as one with the Universe. Thus in order to fit in and stay in this regressive state we have to continually brain damage ourselves through internal self-harm and external social pressure in order to not create tension waves in the Borg matrix. The good news is that freedom is eternally freely available and the full cosmic humanity is eagerly awaiting our reunification. Thus the answers are always forth coming as we move through this birth canal from the enslaved humanoid to the actualized sovereign.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
The Sublime Marriage
If the drive for technological progress, resources, power, position and territory has lead to an imbalance in the forces of the feminine and masculine, it stands to reason that to curb the entropic consequences of this imbalance we must reconnect the feeling body and thinking mind through the sacred marriage. Rather than the weak masculine and feminine caught in a dance of death, we must now find within us the sacred feminine and sacred masculine and bring them into harmony within all men and women. In this way we can be assured of not transgressing natural law and building a universal moral or "spiritual" civilization. Love, not war is the force of conscious creation. It is synergy and syzergy between the masculine and feminine principles that creates consciousness, love and health, and it is dissonance and entropy between the masculine and feminine forces that creates unconsciousness, fear and disease.
www.youtube.com/user/jacquefresco —Venus Project youtube channel
The Fall From Grace
The “Khemitians” or pre-history Egyptian culture started around 40,000 years ago, long before the Pharaohs. They represented a technologically and spiritually advanced society consisting of 42 tribes of people or “sesh.” According to the indigenous tradition taught by Wisdom Keeper Abd’el Hakim Awyan, they achieved a higher awareness, and capacity to manifest and communicate, through their ability to access 360 senses. Through the full spectrum senses the Egyptians were able to make the impossible possible. These supernal senses are the same thing as Gnosis or knowing, and as Awyan says…if you don’t use them you lose them. Gnosis is attained by a quickening and recognition of that which you already are, it is not a knowledge that you have. Kundalini rising naturally awakens us to these super-senses, but the entire Egyptian culture was geared towards the amplification of spiritual consciousness through sound, music, dance, ritual, initiations, water, architecture, pyramid power, art, white powder of gold, entheogens, sacred sexuality and yoga. Imagine where we would be as a culture if we cultivated our biological vessel and focused on the amplification of consciousness instead of power and security. After all, in reality spiritual consciousness is the only real empowerment and freedom from fear there is. As we lose our biogenic charge and the body’s electromagnetism we lose our capacity for consciousness, divine connection, gnosis and sacred community. When electromagnetism reaches a certain high frequency it creates light…and this light is the energy needed for the full 360 senses of the whole human.
A culture based on implosion technology is a balanced, “spiritualized” civilization, for energy is conserved and builds. The ethos of the pre-history Egyptians we can surmise from the dynastic culture that came after them. It is apparent that they put great importance on the marriage of the sexes, hemispheres, poles and charges. The scarab represents the brain, and the serpent symbolizes kundalini, the Eye of Horus is the all seeing, nondual eye of God. Due to their extra senses and gnosis, the ancient Egyptians understood the energies of nature in a more subtle way than we do today. At least they knew how to harvest them for the amplification of spirit in ways that enhanced, rather than detracted from the wellbeing of life. They believed that once the emotions, mind and body is brought into balance that spiritual life can be developed. They knew that balance of the sacred masculine and the sacred feminine opens us to the blessing of divine connection or grace. The spiritual life was weighed by the heaviness of the heart, for they knew that one had to be light of heart in order to live well, that is in the grace of God.
The Egyptian pharaoh Akhenaton (1380-1362 BC) was the last of the sacred kings that ruled by divine law. His death was the turning point in history when the balance of the sacred masculine and the sacred feminine was overthrown by cabals of power between the priesthood, military and the bankers. The patriarchy thus accumulated greater and greater influence and is notably associated not with divine connection through the cultivation of consciousness, but with the selling of salvation. This commercialization of the power of the divine directly conflicts with gnosis, divine leadership and the knowledge of truth…and so we have descended in our weal-being from gods to material gremlins - with the light of our remaining 5 senses dimming. As a civilization, due to our ignorance of the sacred science we went for the crumbs instead of the feast. With the consequent thousands of years of explosion technology the crumbs are now beginning to run out and the light of spirit all but snuffed out. The politico-religio-military system of the patriarchy systematically exterminated those people who still practiced a direct connection to the divine. Ironically they called those steeped in the sacred law “heretics” and generated thousands of years of fear and paranoia, essentially bringing humanity to its metaphysical knees.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=76FjRAybb_w —The Pyramid Code Part1/25 www.egyptinitiations.com/ — Hakim Awyan, Workshops with his children
Sacred Science: The King of Pharaonic Theocracy, RA Schwaller de Lubicz